urgh

feeling a little depressed out of the blue.
together with the slowness of internet.
also the ever so alienated blogger interface.
urrrghhhhhh
what the heckkkkkk

Thoughts.

Unidentified thoughts that is.

and so

and so here I am, on the northern side of the country.

no title please

It feels even heavier now.
Nobody says it was easy.
It is difficult.
I don't really know how long more I can last.
am I wasting it
I'm completely lost.
somebody please tell me.
or should I be asking from someone?
Please...

Ticks and toks

I hear the clock, ticking away.

Time waits no one. Regardless of everything, anything, whatever.

That is what everyone knows. Almost.

I sense the urge to be afraid of...

The anxiousness, the nervousness.

Perhaps it need not to be mattered anyway.

Am I taking it a little 'over-the-weight'?

The air feels even heavier.

Really.

Does it really matters at all?

...

I've checked. Today will be the 3rd anniversary for the existence of this blog. Looking back, well yes, I did write and post quiet a number of entries to date. Well, at least once a month I suppose.

Those were the days.

and now. I hardly. I only manage to write in sentences. Yes, sentences, not even in paragraphs.

I suppose people like me hardly write, or rather type. I manage to write properly only during the uni times. Those are the periods where I have some proper ideas to write about. For exams.

and now I'm writing for no apparent reason, no idea, and no content. A meaningless writing. A writing in sentences that consist of only words.

well, perhaps I shall stop here (full stop).

Oh, maybe not.

I have a thought.

"I wish I would have a clearer mind, or perhaps, a hint at least yea?"

...

Happy Chinese New Year anyway.

......

Breathing gets harder by the way.

I reckon there is a song that goes: breathing gets harder.... or somewhere between these lines.

Imma youtube it up now.

The kind of work-stress that does not make me wants to complete it.

It hits.

and it starts to lose.
Wish I knew the answers.
Well, at least some hints?

So yea, first post for the year.
Good job.
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