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Hohoho
Before it is too late.
Hohoho.
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Almost all of my recent entries are tagged as 'Unidentified thought'.
Random.
Read something from a somewhere,
and I guess, all I want for New Year is...
courage.
all I need for this year is
courage.
(full stop)
Today is one of the days where most human being in this planet earth, taking an advantage or rather an excuse to celebrate this day.
Or perhaps, to take a break from their routine.
In my case, to take a break from the process of 'making myself more knowledgeable for me to sit for the examination's paper'.
Ha-Ha.
Looking back,
(With some or many limitation of the 'looking back' because I simply do not have the ability and time to do so, to the least extent; not at this moment.)
It is colourful (again).
(I have no idea why on earth I am so boring Ha-ha; but this is all of what I can come up with.)
or even perhaps,
I am still searching, colourfully.
Life is about searching *insert any verb/noun/adjective of your preference* colourfully.
Well, at least this is what I think of it, in my case.
A moment please,
Is life real? Or is it just a dream?
Ohhhhh por favorrrrrrr

it's Christmas, again.

Oh well, it's Christmas and soon the end of the year, AGAIN.
In a world where these dates and days repeat daily, monthly and yearly.
I do not organize my thoughts. Word of cautious, most of the time.
Somehow, it 'marks' the second or perhaps (most) probably the last.
Being afraid of something that I presumed negative. Well, at least at the moment, to this point of moment.
However, is that really negative? Should I...
Maybe not.
Pause. Perhaps, does it even matter at all?
Hmmm....
Am I faking it myself?
...
Happy New Year! (Again)