you see me; you don't.

Ticks and toks

2012-01-25T13:56:00.004Z

I hear the clock, ticking away.

Time waits no one. Regardless of everything, anything, whatever.

That is what everyone knows. Almost.

I sense the urge to be afraid of...

The anxiousness, the nervousness.

Perhaps it need not to be mattered anyway.

Am I taking it a little 'over-the-weight'?

The air feels even heavier.

Really.

2012-01-24T14:19:00.002Z

Does it really matters at all?

...

I've checked. Today will be the 3rd anniversary for the existence of this blog. Looking back, well yes, I did write and post quiet a number of entries to date. Well, at least once a month I suppose.

Those were the days.

and now. I hardly. I only manage to write in sentences. Yes, sentences, not even in paragraphs.

I suppose people like me hardly write, or rather type. I manage to write properly only during the uni times. Those are the periods where I have some proper ideas to write about. For exams.

and now I'm writing for no apparent reason, no idea, and no content. A meaningless writing. A writing in sentences that consist of only words.

well, perhaps I shall stop here (full stop).

Oh, maybe not.

I have a thought.

"I wish I would have a clearer mind, or perhaps, a hint at least yea?"

...

Happy Chinese New Year anyway.

......

Breathing gets harder by the way.

I reckon there is a song that goes: breathing gets harder.... or somewhere between these lines.

Imma youtube it up now.

2012-01-15T10:49:00.002Z

The kind of work-stress that does not make me wants to complete it.

It hits.

2012-01-12T13:35:00.002Z

and it starts to lose.
Wish I knew the answers.
Well, at least some hints?

So yea, first post for the year.
Good job.
...

Woahhh

2011-11-07T07:12:00.000Z

it has been a while...

pasta

2011-06-20T19:38:00.001+01:00

Soft pasta reminds me of the pasta that I had during my host family visit in Mansfield.
Hm...
it has been more than a year...

Been

2011-04-21T22:48:00.003+01:00

spending much lately,
on transportation.
Can't believe I just bought a single flight ticket for enam-puluh lima pa-un.
Urgh. Beritis-Anginway.
Experience, experience.

Tour

2011-04-13T15:44:00.002+01:00

Was completing a tourism assignment and I came across something rather catches me.
Independent travelers.
I stumble across a journal article and along the lines, to quote:

Anderson appears to describe the characteristics of an independent traveler, saying, “He is not looking for anything in particular and is not greatly concerned with what he discovers. It is in this sense that he is a true explorer” (p. 179).

About a few weeks ago, I did an online psychometric test. A test that tries to analyze or rather guess the characteristic type of a person; and it turns out to be explorer. Hmmm....

This is

2011-04-13T01:20:00.000+01:00

April.
Assignment.
Estonia.
Thoughts.

.

week

2011-02-13T12:45:00.003Z

4. And I took a a deep breath.

mixed

2011-01-23T00:54:00.002Z

The (sort of) second last set of exam period is kinda of over. Well, at least for now, it is.
The last one is approaching in a few months time which is no more than those fingers on either of my right or left hand side.
Yes. Nothing in life stops walking. To some certain extent.
Insecurity, uncertainty.
I am still breathing.
At least.
I need courage.
Or perhaps just a little more of it.
Subjective.
Time recycles by itself.
So does life.
***
Care-free or care-less.

tiga puluh satu

2010-12-31T12:17:00.004Z

Hohoho
Before it is too late.
Hohoho.
***
Almost all of my recent entries are tagged as 'Unidentified thought'.
Random.
Read something from a somewhere,
and I guess, all I want for New Year is...
courage.
all I need for this year is
courage.
(full stop)
Today is one of the days where most human being in this planet earth, taking an advantage or rather an excuse to celebrate this day.
Or perhaps, to take a break from their routine.
In my case, to take a break from the process of 'making myself more knowledgeable for me to sit for the examination's paper'.
Ha-Ha.
Looking back,
(With some or many limitation of the 'looking back' because I simply do not have the ability and time to do so, to the least extent; not at this moment.)
It is colourful (again).
(I have no idea why on earth I am so boring Ha-ha; but this is all of what I can come up with.)
or even perhaps,
I am still searching, colourfully.
Life is about searching *insert any verb/noun/adjective of your preference* colourfully.
Well, at least this is what I think of it, in my case.
A moment please,
Is life real? Or is it just a dream?
Ohhhhh por favorrrrrrr

it's Christmas, again.

2010-12-26T16:42:00.002Z

Oh well, it's Christmas and soon the end of the year, AGAIN.
In a world where these dates and days repeat daily, monthly and yearly.
I do not organize my thoughts. Word of cautious, most of the time.
Somehow, it 'marks' the second or perhaps (most) probably the last.
Being afraid of something that I presumed negative. Well, at least at the moment, to this point of moment.
However, is that really negative? Should I...
Maybe not.
Pause. Perhaps, does it even matter at all?
Hmmm....
Am I faking it myself?
...
Happy New Year! (Again)

and so

2010-11-27T10:33:00.000Z

it snowed.
Wonder.
Dream.
Fear, anxiety or reality?

time

2010-11-24T22:35:00.004Z

It has been a while since I last wrote here.
"A while".
It's neither too much nor too little to start with.
Let me sink on it and wonder along.
.....

should you...

2010-10-13T01:39:00.001+01:00

make the world fits you.
Or
Should you make yourself to fit in the world.
*
Still in the state of timidity.

one week.

2010-09-26T13:34:00.002+01:00

It has been one week.
Slightly more then one week.
I.
think.
I have think about it.
I cannot afford to leave it like that.
I, do not have even a full year of it.
Less than a year.
Insecurity.
Kills.
Fear.
Kills.
Timidity.
Kills.
Fright.
Kills,
too.
*
Hurry up.
Period.

hei you,

2010-09-07T17:50:00.002+01:00

blog.
Has been awhile since I last touched you.
I guess, my commitment on you kinda fail big time, huge time.
As for now, just filling up something to hit the NEW POST, and then PUBLISH POST
and finally VIEW BLOG.
Ho-ho-ho.
Nothing much to share and type about now.
Don't feel like it.
I always say I have not enough time.
Excuses. That is the best one I can come up with.
Whoooottttt!!!!

anyeong

2010-08-16T13:52:00.004+01:00

The very last two days of my stay here.
I did not pass; neither do I fail.
Was telling myself to commit at least once a week for the six-weeks.
Never did I do it and never did I consider it as failed.
It has all gone by now. It would be hard for me to pin point everything all over again.
Commitment, I have not.
***
Maybe for the seven-days one.
It was one of my few big ass decision I have ever made to date.
Oh well, maybe it is not a big deal.
Please accept the fact that different peoples have different rulers.
*
New people, new faces,
with similar concepts.
Communication, understanding, activities, observation.
It was a packed schedule program. Trying to utilize the hours available as much as possible.
Quality or quantity?
Often you cannot have both. There is always the so called trade-off.
Certainly, it was too short for me.
Not many hours available to form a huge and a strong one.
Communication is the problem.
but sometimes, it is the problem that makes it so special, very unique, and making your visit worth more than ever...
...

2010-08-07T05:13:00.003+01:00

Today is the day for another one of the many farewells.
Seeing them one by one...
Farewells oh farewells.
Even the weather is synchronizing.
You said that its never enough because,
You enjoyed it,
and you do appreciate it very much.

Refused to pack.
Please don't.
***
Of such a decision I have made.
I, myself hope the best for me.
I wish the bests for me too.

For myself in lacking of the reds for courage,
I am afraid
but I'm all good.

First week

2010-08-01T03:45:00.003+01:00

Already to Insa-dong.
The first gesture of eating on the table while sitting on the floor.
It was actually Dongaseu, pork cutlet and actually originated from Japan?
Almost never been eating the same food ever.
Lights, bulbs, banners. Crowded, colorful, noisy.
Resemblance those Hong-Kong tee-wee-bee-tra-ma scenes on shopping/market street.
A huge water aquarium in the oh-so-fey-mes shopping mall. COEX Mall.
Classes from the first day until the forth day of the week.
Business culture and practices in Korea and East Asia.
Beginning Korean.
Thinking that I am only here to "study".
and hence, dropped the Calculus one.
A gateway to save money on meals, particularly on lunch; eat in campus.
Bought same light, crunchy fast food like biscuits and cereals for breakfast.
Local hypermarket, Homeplus in Tesco or Tesco in Homeplus?

still relatively fresh

2010-07-26T06:37:00.003+01:00

Cannot manage to pin point everything at this point of time.
Orientation was consider interesting?
Some singing and dancing was part of the event; but not the traditional one though.
Had a tour around the campus.
It is never a small campus. Maybe not as big as the one at the west side of my home university, still its huge for me. The interesting is, rather annoying part is the hilly part of the university location. To get around places and buildings in campus not only you need to walk a lot, but walking up and down hills too.

2010-07-11T17:02:00.000+01:00

been to places. Been tagging along to quite a substantial extent :P
Have no idea of those places that I have been to most of the time.
Ate interesting food.
Saw interesting places, pictures.
Interesting experience.
This was how the weeks started.

freshly landed

2010-07-10T07:02:00.008+01:00

I now have the sudden urge of trying to type out those scenes that I have been to so far.
This particular entry should have been completed weeks ago but I never. It has been in the 'draft' mode with empty words for a couple of week.

Oh wait, I am suppose to finish up my thousand five words assignment aka term paper since its due on these coming Thursday.
Hmm.. well I don't always get this sudden urge to type.
Two more hours to go for Korean class later.
Hm, efficiency I need you.

Alright, let us start from a few weeks earlier.

A direct flight from the place where my home is, sat and slept in the plan for about seven hours.
Quite a number of Korean on board. Most of them are, in fact.
Watched a Korean drama on board. The plane was kind of in between the size of domestic and the UK-MAS direct flight. Facility, equipment wise.
Oh, was dropped and wet for the drama. Ha-ha.
One of the Korean stewardess I suppose, spoke some other non-English language with me. I think she thought that I know Korean, considering the fact that...
and eventually, the same stewardess kind of like suggesting the beef dish with noodle is good.
hence, had the first 'sort-of' Korean meal on plane for breakfast.

My first impression the moment I touched down this Kimchi land,
Foggy, cloudy, or maybe hazy. Maybe not the haze.

Not quite sure of the reason why. Gotta study the climate in this part of the world if you're interested though!

note, departed at midnight, arrived about eight or nine in the morning.
Wasn't really a bad flight.
***
People here keep speaking in their language even they know the fact that we know nuts about their language.

Got on a bus, coach or they call it, air port limousine; straight to my destination. Oh, not exactly straight.
Saw a mobile phone rental booth. Was considering about it but did not at last.
***
Was kind of confused on getting to the exact location. I know I'm at the right place but not the exact building.
Tried to walk up a sharp slope according to the direction given. Backed out after a few steps in spite of the weigh that was with me. And the wet weather too.
Approached to a guard at a nearby hut.
Got a free ride to my exact destination. Ha-ha.
***
the normal procedure applies, including here. Signatures given.
Upon checking in to my room, met the dorm-mates.
Went out for lunch, dinner, food, and many many places.
Just basically tagging along.

different

2010-07-03T03:14:00.003+01:00

I find it funny.
Very funny and I can just look at them and laugh.
I can never understand it until the day I experience the same as them.
They are so much the same as the maniesssss of them.
Manies maniessss of them.
Em, matters not; so long as they are happy and enjoying it.
It's just different.

sudden urge

2010-06-29T16:02:00.006+01:00

Was trying to finish the only 10-percent-completed essay for my host visit which was weeks ago.
The urge to write about it has totally gone by now.
By now, I think I'm just gonna write in words. Not even in sentences. Just nouns, verbs and adjectives after this.
Man, I'm hungry now.
Man, yyz says my In-Ge-Lis has gone down to drain. I will never realized it myself unless you. I don't know, but what say you?
Speaking about In-Ge-Lis, most of them are "the" Er-Meh-Di-Kha slag and hence, from the Er-Meh-Di-Kha land. Got the feeling like those scenes from the movies I watch; very very the sound, very very similar.
Sorry, if you are suffering from reading all these.
This is going to be in broken sentences and it might have no flows at all.
You are free to stop and evacuate anytime.
Ok where am I now?
Got the sudden urge in missing the break-first in atrium as I have not had break-first for the past few days.
Missing those cooking times.
It is ridiculous for me to equip myself with all those cooking utensils and stuff since I am not even going to be here for more than two months.
Do not have even the basic cup/glass.
Oh, my pint glass in the You Kay land.
I am hungry during supper time.
No supper here.
All in all, I am glad and thankful of whatever I have now.
Tomorrow is going to be another new story.

youknowwhat

2010-06-25T16:36:00.005+01:00

I'm tired
as in tired, tired...
I hope it never break down.
Even if it does, it must not be a huge one.
Just a minor one will be just fine.
I can take that.
And please not a super huge one.
...
I hope nothing else is pushing me anymore,
other than me, myself; as I chose to,
I will show myself of what and where my ruler is.
You would probably see it too.
When breathing gets harder... for south Korea.

home

2010-06-23T15:05:00.003+01:00

home yo!
I'm home!
Took a flight on the 21,
Departed at 2200 hours;
arrived at 2230 hours.
About one full 24 hours journey, literally.
but in fact it was a fifteen and a half hour flight which is still a long journey.

Heavy head.
Sore shoulder.
Not staying long,
I hope I will be good,
intrinsically.

e.i.

2010-05-20T21:59:00.003+01:00

I've yet to met my expectation still, emotionally.
Not an easy one for me to control.
It was never a voluntary hence controllable one for me.
Took the wrong step even before the time starts ticking.
Should you work on your strength
or should you work on your weakness?
Both?
How if mutually exclusive?
I say colour.
Enough said.

ouh

2010-05-20T13:43:00.002+01:00

Can't believe the huge massive difference in temperature in such a short period.
*doze off*
First time walking out like back home!
***
Remember the basic and yet the most important strategy in the battle within myself.
Ho-ho-hoooo

egg grilling

2010-05-18T17:28:00.003+01:00

Grilling an egg does not violate the rules and regulations in the world of culinary arts.
Not the barbecue kind of grilling; but using the proper electrical grill-er you can find in most of Briton's kitchen.
Ha-ha.
Just did that.
More experience needed.

type

2010-05-09T02:39:00.003+01:00

Feel like typing again.

the day is so fresh that the lights are still switched on.
As usual, a couple of cars from the left and right can be seen, can be heard; occasionally.
Silence is never too ugly, in this context.

I know and I'm sure that I am gonna miss this very much when everything's gone.
Even for the every little tiny aspect of anything, everything.

I, appreciative and thankful.

The clock is not yet.

Maybe never.

Just like question asking for open-ended answer;
It's basically subjective.
Your mind gotta think about it. Much.
but not too much.
Is there any ruler for that?
Sometimes, occasionally, most of the times, often, always, (or create one yourself)-
Not everything must have a reason attached for it.
Sometimes, occasionally, most of the times, often, always, (or create one yourself)-
Does it matter?
You might want to make some parking space for "Maybe not".

keep keep breathing

2010-04-26T10:53:00.003+01:00

I can now breathe only using my nose.
There is no need to breathe using my mouth anymore.
*
Listen,
I hear silence.
Can you hear it?

the smell

2010-04-25T16:51:00.003+01:00

of the rain this evening smells familiar.
Very familiar.
It used to be a favourable scent that I or maybe most of us do crave for during over-sunny-hot season.

of grapes

2010-04-19T00:09:00.003+01:00

for over thousands of hours and hundreds of days,
I've finally got to own a reasonable amount of grapes to keep in the refrigerator.
and guess what? I've found the cheapest grapes ever to date: sixty-nine pence for a box of five-hundred gram so called- white grapes ( but it is in fact, green in colour).
Oh well,
he says I may have to look for answers.
he says that it is his first time meeting people like these.
I say,
There is no need for me to look for it yet, at the moment.
I don't think there is such a need for that.
Well, at least, for the very near future.

search

2010-04-14T15:15:00.003+01:00

I am still in the quest of finding, searching or looking in within myself. Are you?
Often, I lose grip. I lost control.
And I lost; perhaps lose. Do you?
The mazes, the games, the puzzles,
Almost certainly and always,
There is a winner and/or loser;
or maybe there are.
Anyhow, does it even matter?
doesn't it?
but erm, there is one module called Management Strategy that I studied last semester says...

fear

2010-04-12T10:40:00.002+01:00

I say,
the biggest fear in life is to be fear of myself.

and oh

2010-03-28T20:45:00.000+01:00

Did I mention that the day is spending more time than the night?

this place

2010-03-25T02:33:00.007Z

this place started to rain quite frequently for the past few days.
so much like home,
where it showers and washes surfaces below your feet as frequent as...
you move, or maybe breath, sometimes, to exaggerate.
Stagnant water can be found almost everywhere, literally.
Interestingly,
I find the rain was kind of beautiful tonight.
Particularly here, in this place,
in this particular angle to stalk the public,
the public of pedestrians, drivers, construction workers, senior and junior citizen, and certainly,
university student.
Oh, I believe that I should walk in a straight line rather than like a curly line;
pardon me.
and so,
The raining sound effect,
The wet floor,
Somehow,
(ops, was published even before I completed this)
somehow...
somehow...
looks so much alike...
the reflection along the wet road from the street light...
tells you the colour of the light in the same time...
so much alike as the picture where I can never see from my eyes,
at the moment.
A picture where I will be seeing it again from my very own eyes,
sooner or later...
in the near or far future...
***
Life is like a movie,
where you are suppose to be the main actor in it...
and you should be the staring...
you also play the role of
the director, the producer, the writer...
Basically,
Everything...
and anything...
This is an idea I referenced. from tcx

laugh out loud

2010-03-13T00:49:00.003Z

Did a random one. Said yes to a random one one.
Did much facial exercises.
Still I believe that it is the best medicine.
No doubt about it.
Everybody loves it.
Like it.
Lovin' it.
***
Glad that I have gotten a positive one.
Have faith.
Be neutral.
Get ready.
Keep it soft,
and flexible.
I am blessed.
I felt thankful,
Thank you.

sheshhh

2010-03-11T18:11:00.004Z

I hope for the best.
Waiting for a positive one.
"We reject the null hypothesis, there is sufficient evidence that..."

quick one

2010-03-06T14:13:00.002Z

sometimes,
No answer is the best answer.
No reason is the best reason.
And some times again,
there is no need to look for answer.
Like what I said before,
shhhhhhhhhhhhhh
because...
*
but don't get me wrong;
it only apply to some times,
not all the times,
not always.
**
Meanwhile,
let's consider the Chinese character for the word middle "中",
Well created in such a way...

number

2010-03-06T00:26:00.004Z

I felt so bad when I saw the3number4on the road again.
I couldn't give it in so easily.
And it has been for some time.
Not a good idea.
I do still think that what she said is not right.
Not that it is wrong, it's just not right.
***
It was the first time since the beginning where all of us were.
Just to have some random chat.
Not just a quick one.
It's all because of the food offered.banoffee pie
Thanks you!
Shall be my turn next!

tick tock

2010-03-04T21:18:00.004Z

It is tired when you are always trying to chase the time.
to keep up with time.
As such, time will always be ahead of you.
And always,
or sometimes,
forever will be.

Put the other way round.
Would it be better if time is the one who is chasing you?
Of course certainly indeed.

Would it be possible then?
***
or should I just stop.
Not that I don't want to,
but...

I better not start.
From black to white.
Contradicting.
Just like ying and yang I guess.
Ha-haa
Life is just like a joke.
Joker?
Batman?
Hmm..
Childhood.
Shhhhhhhhh
Sometimes, nothing beats silence.

banged snow

2010-02-21T09:00:00.006Z

The driver drives slowly and hence the car moves slowly.
Even in the Sunday morning,
where there is not much traffic.
I mean relatively very slow, slower than usual.
As expected or as unexpected,
It snowed again.
The scenery is covered in white.
The snow on the ground has left untouched,
but it will be stomped and shaped by footprints, in most cases, human's shoe-prints,
soon enough.
There has been an accident,
A car accident,
hit and banged on the fence where the three eyed light stands within; the border in between two opposite direction road.
The short little fence is bended, damaged, slightly.
The driver was a man and the passenger was a woman.
It was not an accident that near to any seriousness.
Both of them seem perfectly fine,
standing and waiting in the cold a few steps away from their damaged car
until
A police car came by,
inspected the damaged car and drove to another junction of the road.
and of course, they talked to each other where I hear no voice.
Two other police cars came afterward, three in total.
They discuss again for awhile more, with the policeman who came first.
The two others seem to be no use;
They came and left a few minutes later.
Nevertheless, the first police car left afterwards.
That is why drivers are driving slower than usual.
The untouched snow on the ground is gradually being shaped by shoe-trails.
And the snow flakes started to fall again now,
not the heavy one, however.
This is a short story that I saw and now I type from a window on a very fifth floor.
The man and the woman stayed for awhile,
seems to have some conversation or discussion, you decide.
Moments later, they left too;
walking away from the damaged car.
Heading back to home where they belong,
or perhaps police station.
and now,
the small silver colour damaged car is left alone.

random sample 'code'

2010-02-20T21:11:00.005Z

A random quote,
found from a video, together with text.
Interestingly or strangely; to a certain extent, I found this particular one caught my attention.
Explanation?
N/A
Not Applicable
Ho-ho-hooooooo...

It is impossible to live without failing at something, unless you live so cautiously that you might as well not have lived at all – in which case, you fail by default.

Copyright of JK Rowling, June 2008

repetition

2010-02-18T02:14:00.005Z

This is my one hundredth post.
Oh well, it is actually a ~~planned~~ coincident that annual anniversary falls on this post as well.
My first entry for this is also falls on the very first few days of a new year, under a lunar calender year.
I have no idea why I can't type with the sentences walking as usual instead of jumping ones.
I might have talked too much of home language then.
Or has it been like this since forever?

I hope and I believe for the best.
Thoughts are all over my heavy head. Unorganized.
Take a deep breath.
I do not do charity.
It looks blank and I am sleepy.
Happy New Chinese Tiger Year!

disclose

2010-02-02T18:27:00.003Z

I could never remember when did I everscopeople before.
That would pretty much be a negative one.
The good is the bad too.
Sometimes, things just happens.
Just like when you call a person through s.k.y.p.e,
It says,
"connecting your call,
hang on."

I have tried,
and still,
Not that I never.

It felt like my eyes are being forced to close.
Being forced not to see.

I could not or may not bother to think so much anymore.
I have been thinking too much, a lot.
I, my brain cells has continuously being killed.
There might be not much left by then.

Life's like that,
I shall willingly close my eyes now,
and I would open my eyes again soon after.

I hope that when I'm healthy,
It really means that I am healthy.
It's hard to know if I were to be or not.

The night spent just now was great.
I hope it was really' a great one.

Enough said.

since

2010-01-29T21:21:00.001Z

It felt like it has been since forever the last time I type here.
Hm...

the last one before 2009 ends

2009-12-31T17:43:00.005Z

Okay, I now regret of not typing and posting much for 2009. And now that 2009 gonna end soon, like really soooonnnnnnnn.
I shall post a very last one hours before 2009 ends.
Start from a recent one.
I got myself two inferior ~~toys~~ goods.
Item no. 1
A stainless steel pot. Yes, cooking pot. You know, for you to place on the stove, and cook whatever you want. For me, I can boil, fry and do whatever I want. I consider this a post-Christmas gift. Ho-ho-ho..
Item no. 2
A heater. Yes, a fan heater from the electrical appliances specialist shop, I suppose - The Arg0s!
The way they make you shop, very different indeed. I've experienced it. It was indeed a pleasant experience. I shall again consider this as New Year's Eve's gift.
***
As a matter of fact, I've been holidaying during this current festive seasons. Never done that in my life before this. Anyway, done that been there gone there, came back. Back to reality, back to square one.

Resolution for new year?
Like everyone else then, this that these those...
The list goes on...
At the moment now, studyyyyyyyyy
A fact that everyone of us does agree to,
We student loves to study, but not to study for exams.
Hurm, hurm, hurm...
What is there else to type?
2009 gonna end soon,

I have been with you for the whole 2009.
The journey with you begins with an ex-friend of mine, you'd probably know him as well.
The journey along the year was more or less, about here and there, similar.
The journey also filled with hop-on, hop-off times.
Not to mention,
The journey of course, filled with much laughter, very much laughter.
I've done quite a ~~number~~ few of charity work. ~~Yes, I'm browsing through at my photo collection now :P~~
Very much the same, celebration, birthday celebration, this and that...
Very much of the so-called surprises.
Very much of the positives one; not the negatives one, of which is a good thing though.
I filled up my empty bottle.
I try to filled up as much as possible.
Sometimes it just not possible.
It was the second half part of my so-called under the graduate.
Until some time in the middle, where there's re-union.
Seen a number of long-time-no-see faces.
What I imagine what I will do was not as what I did.
Let me not go to the other side of the mood considering this is suppose to be a happy festive season celebration mood.
Not until the last few months of you,
The environment around me changed tremendously.
I made a huge (almost consider a million dollar) decision of my life.
I felt so lucky.
I felt that I couldn't have ask anymore else.
Again, I filled up my empty bottle...
Been a lot, done a lot, seen a lot.
Everything is different.
One thing for sure, I'll still be myself. I'm not different, yet.
I might be different in a way that, I have learnt a life-time lesson.
Yes, a life-time lesson indeed, that it shall be along with me for the rest of my life.
Not to say there's only one of it, just that the one I can think of right now.
Thank you two thousand and nine.
I will never see you again, never, never and never again.
I would really love to see you again.
But that is absolutely not possible.
Simply because the universe does not allow us to do so.
And I shall see the one after you, two thousand and ten,
in a few hours time.
I look forward to meet a new you again.
Once again, a huge thank you to you.
So long my friend, good-bye.

random number 983457

2009-12-03T22:33:00.005Z

As I brush my teeth twice a day using the shower warm water,
I can now use the warm water tap at the sink to execute my everyday teeth brushing procedures.
because...
I had just turn down the temperature of the sink's hot tap water. Hoooraaaayyy!
randommmmmmmm
***
I give too much of myself,
excuses.
of this and that.
That is, thinking too much of it.

I have to let off myself,
now and then.
of these and those
That is, reaching to other point.

Hey, wait a minute,
Call it.

No answer.
***
Fuyohhhhhh
I can type out a freakin poem!
Ho-ho-hoooo got chaaaaaa its 'Jay-Jie' and 'Ludy' from the hitz(dot)fm mornin' crew!
NaaaaaThingggggg
just a craB one as usual...
Oh, when's the last time I eat crab? I hate eating crab though, have to tackle its outside bones.

a random up date

2009-11-29T14:56:00.005Z

It is absolutely definitely impossible for me to go through everything from the date to date now.
and yes, this blog owner is not a frequent blogger; update is never up-to-seconds, minutes, hours, day, week, month and hence, will not up-to-date as wellllllll. Ok, people use the word as welllllll so I might as wellllllll follow as welllllllll.
Some people always have new toys and I mean alwaysssssss and toyssssss. Some people sometimes have new toy(s). Some people have new toy(s) only once in a blue moon. Say whatever you want.
And I recently got one as welllllllllll.
Strange enough cause I don't really feel so much of that reluctant as compared to before. It could possibly because... I normally see three digits for such toys back there; but here, it's not the case. Hm maybe not, maybe cause I have the need for it. It's not a toy by the way. Toy is more like a non-necessities, a luxury; mine IS a necessities, to adapt the changes around me ho-hooo-hoooooo...
In fact, it cost less than mine previous one. Okay, I shall use the word cheap. I repeat, it cost CHEAPER than the previous one.
Thinking back, this is the third time in my life purchasing such category of ~~toy~~ new necessities excluding school-shoe. The first was a gone-case. Oh, the one before the first one was inherited. The second one is still standing, love with it has yet to fade. And this-the third one, comment-pending. The situation for this current one is almost exactly the same as the previous one. So far not so good yet-cause it hurts my toes!
I maybe need some more time, to adjust to it or, will never. If that is the case, I can always try out the exchange policy! Hopefully.
Ah, it has been some time, really someeeeeeeee time since the last time I wrote so much.
Okkkkk not a big deal. Just to waste time typing all these non-sense even though I have NO free time at all. Really NO free time at all. Life is ~~totally~~ almost disastrous chasing the time, the day, everything *sigh*
Here is a picture of it.
Tadaaaaa
Kekeke, picture cropped not to disclose certain information. Ho-hooooooo
and then, after that eat chicken...
That's all.
Until next time, which is long long time laterrrrrrrrrrrr.
Reminder: no frequent up-date.
Hm, why is update called 'up' date. Why not down? Follow?

the age day

2009-11-15T17:37:00.003Z

There you go.
It has been done. Its already done.
Nothing much to be said.
Too much to reflect on and yet, too little to type on, here.
and Yes,
Definitely, absolutely a thank you! No other words than the thank you.
I do appreciate it very much!
Enough said.
Happy birthday!
I'm still searching

relief

2009-11-06T14:17:00.003Z

after 51 days.
That's about one and a three quarter month.
I saw the faces, I heard the voices.
and I felt relief.
I can breath like normal now.
Wheeeee

fuyoh

2009-10-27T17:10:00.008Z

I can't believe myself typing this very second entry right after the previous one. Hohohoooo
Tell you what.
I did an experiment thing today. Just something to do with numbers and some simple mathematical stuff and I got rewarded for dua puloh pound of which makes me fuyoh! One of my Sememangnya fuhyoh moments in life!
The sad part is, I only get to hold it for less than a day, barely more than two hours to be exact.
cause I spent it for a piece of hoodie (of which is not a necessity) and a ring of doughnut.
Yes, the kerispy keream one, just for the sake of cha-ri-ty! Ok then, the ring only cost about one of the twenty of my extra today. No big deal.
Then again, its a big deal in a way.
Then again...
Doing something really different do has something really different feeling towards it.
That's a day.
and I think the day light saving thingy should have been more than one hour. Should it be like two or three hours? cause it gets totally dark at five in the evening.
*sigh... and the pathetic yet depressing weather...

errr just type

2009-10-26T07:48:00.004Z

It has been a while since I last type (again).
I am typing this now cause I feel like doing so.
Allow me to express in point and jumble up lines.
I think I've reach to that point.
I'll need some time to get away from it and be in another point again.
I often give the ceiling lamp above me a high-five or a punch whenever I'm changing.
The poor fragile lamp would shake quite tremendously.
And I always hope and wish that nothing gonna happen after that.
cause having any damages/problems causes me inconveniences.
I have class later and I am still, typing this.
I am sure I am gonna rush like mad nut soon.
The table lamp in front of me is uselessly fragile like (insert whatever adjective you like).
The bulb would just go to hell whenever something or myself hit it gently.
I've been studying, much for the tutorials only.
Pathetically failure. Haha
I've been kept dreaming about funeral for the past few days.
Stupidly crazy.
It stopped today.
I now learned and understand the subject of dry skin, dry face and dry hand.
The time here passes very fast.
Even though it's seven hours behind compared to the place where I stay before this.
Even since yesterday, the time goes further one hour backward.
What? Day light saving?
It is definitely as easy as xyz for me to caught up with sore throat.
The weather is cold, personally.
I still wonder how those locals could do it.
I am still hunch.
I have yet to listen to their voices for over six weeks, consecutively.
Maybe this is really the test then.
I hear live and clear brum brum traffic from my very own room.
Siren(s) of either ambulance, fire brigade "truck?", police "car?" or any combination of these is one of the must have in a day.
The shower cubicle is relatively small, for me. Ha-ah.
I love sun-shine over here.
Typing mood almost gonna end now.
Time doesn't allow me to type further as well.
Oh, I have been traveling to a few places to date.
Maybe would talk about it later-ly later or never. HAha
Hm... a good start.
Generally, I am doing well.
The empty bottle starts to fill up itself, slowly.
Should have boost up its speed.
Sometimes I don't even know why I behave in such a way.
I hope they don't mind.
Something need to be investigate.
It needs to be fixed not necessarily because it's wrong.
ok STOP!

huge lake

2009-10-11T22:46:00.005+01:00

It has been weeks since I last typed.
I don't know why I have not much time for my very own self.
Time management problem probably.

I think I learned some during and after the lake trip. Some a lot; technically and theoretically.
It's definitely not hard to appreciate. It's even easier than; as easy as 1-2, 1-2-3-4...
Oh well, I think...

The lake was indeed a good place to visit. I do still visit a place where I know nuts about any inches of it. That was an on-the-spot knowing, learning and traveling. One night trip was never enough. We walked, we saw, we snapped, we walked again and very much.
Things, life always has been contradicting. If you let people know, it would be commercialised but then again, you want something different; something maybe original. I see people, you see people, we see people; but it is never the same.

That's life. Life's colourful, just be with it.

I has being here for slightly more than three weeks. This coming Saturday will be my one-month-anniversary though.

i am here

2009-09-24T23:04:00.002+01:00

Here I am.
I'm pretty much settled down.
Still, I do have some matters to settle on. It has been one week since I first came.
Everything seems to be going well. Everything seems to be so far so good.
I'm glad that I felt thankful and blessed.

Previously had some problems with my internet and just today I'm surfing smoothly.
The weather is definitely cold for me. I guess I'm a warm person. People who walks outside with slippers, short pants without jacket amuses me. I desperately want to be like them ha-ha.

Can I skip my shower session occasionally? Ho-ho-hoooo

zeroninezeroninezeronie*

2009-09-09T15:32:00.010+01:00

and again, I feel so blessed. I don't think there's anymore else I could ask for.
Happy 090909! Based on my previous 20+ experiences here, celebrating this so called some special date was never a reality. I could never even dream about it.

But tonight was totally an exception. Totally. Entirely. Absolutely. Amazingly. Awesomely.
That was my second macadamia white chocolate. The first was on her birthday.
And we sang happy birthday to the family, our family. How spontaneous. How never-ness.
And again, we laugh, terribly... Amazingly, awesomely.
everyone here seems to know how to make jokes very well!
and em, that was the time where I got partly subsidized! I refused to get fully subsidized because I presumed that is the right thing for me to do. :) Pengta, Camera.

Oh well, you don't need to have a reason to celebrate, in anyway. As for today, he took the 090909 as an excuse to celebrate ho-ho-ho.

Earlier today, it was my very few and limited chance for him to invite me. For the very limited times again, I started to feel the comfort in having some conversation with him. It just have to come to an end when it's going to get started well *sigh* Life's indeed full of regret!
On the down side however, he talked about it. I started to feel unfair if I were to be literally forced to follow as what is told; just because I chose to study... as oppose to him; he got the right track to get away from it. I felt the pressure, the forced from it. However it would be almost impossible for a person like me to voice it out. I hate thinking for The Later, let's not think about it. Kenny

And then again, earlier today again, when I was having The Breakfast with him and his friends; they talk something about it. I guess I'll had to put away my ........-ness, start to scoop him some when we're on the table before I leave. jiak chai

Gotta start my day early tomorrow; got to fly them off.
and the down side is... I started to get held back a whee bit, ok maybe not a whee bit. Quite some... urgh I hate this feeling. Please don't. Puh-leaseeeeee
Don't think about it. Let me 'stay' in denial for some time. :P

I wish all the best for them in anything, anyway, everything, anything, whatever. I do hope that they are blessed as me always. All the best!

mixture

2009-09-04T17:49:00.004+01:00

There's lots of thoughts around but I do not know what I am thinking of. Thoughts are complicated, at times. Ha-ha. I thought of anything, everything whatever, what-so-ever...
because
today I went out for dinner. They talked about it. When I see them, I see regret. And they got my tail. Ouch! I felt the wastage. I do not know why I was once before like that.
and so all I need to do is just keep quiet.

I'm still hehe-haha. I do not know how long I can stay hehe-haha for. Can I afford to stay hehe-haha anymore? How many more hehe-hahas I can afford to be?

Like what she told me before, life is full of regret. Oh well, just be with it.

when it comes to that particular topic. It kinda get even worst. My tail got chopped!
*Sigh...
and when they continues with their talking, oh please stop it! and then again shhhhhh
It is not that I want it to be like this or that, neither does anyone anybody.
I felt sorry when it comes to that particular topic. I couldn't bother not to feel so. I dunno whyyyyyyyyyyy I'm so stupid.

hmmm I should try to not care! Living in denial again! :P

seep tempt peah

2009-09-01T18:23:00.010+01:00

and and and...
lazy wanna transfer and upload pickchaaaaaaaaaa
anyway, I'm gonna do it with only words...
On the first day of the ninth month of any year, it is his day again. I started off the day in the morning driving to the other end of somewhere just to help him out, handed in something. Also, to settle my flying stuff since its also somewhere around there. Ok, my point is, I drove from one end to the other end; to the other end again for bills. Driving is no fun. Driving an auto-car makes me feel like I'm paralyzed. Like I am disabled like thatttttttt. However, it does make me feels good, in a good way. Driving a manual, makes me feels like a normal person but it kills in times whereeeeeeee...
Then again, I drove again. I drove a ship! As before, an auto one; just that this one feels like a ship for me Ho-ho-ho. Just because of him gone out of station.
Hurm, driving kills, driving costs... and I'd prefer to be driven I think...

actually, the highlight of the day was at night.
*erm ok, I changed my mind, I think I'm gonna transfer and upload...
We cook, we eat, we sing, we drink and we eat again.
most importantly, we laugh. I mean, we laugh out loud. I couldn't remember when was my last laugh-crying moments; on either houses but I could probably assure that not more than erm, 3 times? or 5? We do laugh, not too always but about always, somewhere there. But, laugh-crying is so the-moments!

That's the moment; where we laugh, he laugh, she laugh everyone laugh. Sometimes for no apparent reasons. None at all. I think my family had a thing with laughter, jokes and stuff :P

Ah! I could assure you that I'm so gonna drop a lot when the moments came. I think I should wear a mask to cover my face and not to embarrass myself when I dropped too much...

and this is what we made for him. My mum suggested it, my sister boiled it, and I took all the credits ke-ke-ke. Cos you see, the colours and the writings :P
my mum says, double... in Chinese something doubles too... but I forgot.
and we had fried noodles (of which is not nice). It was her countable times of doing it. She bull shitted that noodles means long lives, longevity something like that Ha-haaaa

It says Ape-Pee-Beer-Dae, with his name behind!

Ouh, I never though my Chinese calligraphy skill will ever maintained! :P

I hope, er no. I am sure that he felt blessed by now. I am pretty sure that he felt good too! I've always had the negatives one on him, previously, for yearssssss. By now and still, I learn to... but its hard, its a guy thing, Okayyyyy, maybe its just my thing. Oh well, I am already doing it.

Last but not least, I feel good too! Extremely I mean. I hope the best for him too. Hopefully he'll support those around him very very well.

I gotta feeling... and I've never got this feeling before! Wheeeeeeeeeeee
Hurm, I'll do it as much as possible while I have it! Seize the daeeeeeeeee *cough* eh no, seize the moment better lah *snoreeeeeeee

today

2009-08-27T18:15:00.007+01:00

latest update before I get lazy or whatever reason I can come out with...

Today, I wasted a small cylinder amount of blood. Given away for a good cause; own benefit, and not to mention, a small can/bottle of urine too! Also, some amount of my back body cells died I think... Ha-ha...
Hurm, I get to know some other part of Gotah Ginapalu too!

Surprisingly enough, I get to drive an "automated" car today, for the first time ever. Today was my first attempt in driving an auto-car. It felt like driving a smart car. Oh well, the moment I switch the 'gear box' to either D or R, it moves! Wow! Smart car! :P The local Mai-Wee, the auto version, woahhhh like sport carrrrrrrrr... to compare it with the car I used to drive, uh boooooo...
I would never get such opportunity until the day his car got banged and it needed help. Ho-ho.

On top of that, for a true-enough reason of the lack of transportation; I get to drive hIs new car too! Oh yeah, NEW car. Another new smart car. *sigh, cars nowadays are smarter than me!

On another top of that, I met Csw, my about 2 years ex-housemate all the way from Choho Pahru. He came here for only the mountain and a (one) island. His trip was not exciting enough though. From what I heard from him. He and his family member missed out a lot! On a side note, I now declare that there is a/some hotel service available in the oh-so-mini-without-cinema's city mall.

wheee done!
that's for today!

sex-teen oh gosh sundae_

2009-08-16T16:24:00.007+01:00

It went quiet well, very the well
and freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee meals for both lunch and dinner...
keekekekekekekekekek
;P
I'm pretty sure with my capacity and ability, I can improve it much much more further in the future. However, I have not have time and chances to do so yet. Maybe in the future; looking forward to it though.
Labels: Cheras, residence, The Gardens, I 'eat' Dragon. Li Peh, Cousins: ah hong, siew siew and ___ sorry
and em, I took a huge risk today. I bought a book. A story book. I felt slightly richer because of the two packets. It has been a huge nightmare of mine to buy any sort of story books that I would never promise myself to finish reading it.

*and em, there is A NUMBER of entries... which were most likely to be forever faded awayyyyyyy *sigh

the ninety seven, eleventh

2009-08-14T04:10:00.006+01:00

She told me about him. She told me the truth about him. She says that I need to know the truth; I never knew the truth. He never tell me. None of them told me too and I suspect he never tells Her too. Should I or not? Is this my duty.
I hope I can still keep this up; not going down.
The moment she told me about it. I went down terribly. I could not recall when was the last time I experienced such feeling. I dropped; a lot.
I did once have the urge to take a U-turn, the many U turns that I have, at that very moment.

Life is complicated. Everyone wants to keep it simple, do it in a simpler way. Yet, it is too complicated to be simple. People do what they think suites them the best. There are no black or , and white. It is how you make it. Not the other way round.
I feel extremely thankful to have met such a person like her, to have her as... When I say extremely, I mean, extremely very and I mean it. I hope the best for her too, forever and ever in everything whatever she does now, then, after...

I spend quiet a time with her. That very night, it was really opened, everything. Never had I have met any such person who I could really do that. Because she is just she and I do believe that it is because I am very chicken out with it comes to things like that with anybody else.

I could not have ask for any more. I should not. I do not know what else to ask for any more. I am indeed very lucky. I am sure every one besides me and you are indeed very lucky too.
I have to manage the invisible part of me very well. I do not think I am the kind of person who could manage it very well. I need some time.
Mean while, just stay positive.

It has improve very much. Improved tremendously.

I hope the best for myself too! Life is just *any adjectives*.
I admit that I am not fully on track; at least, the Yes is more than the No at the moment now. Hoping that the No will keep decreasing, for the most part, not increasing.
Distraction is a medicine too, and of course that's include laughter, the best medicine. It seems that it looks like the term 'living in denial' comes together here. It sounds and looks awful to be living in denial. Life is about living in denial? Ho-ho Whatever!

At this moment, you see me; you don't comes together with it perfectly.

july jelly

2009-08-08T17:36:00.001+01:00

Ouh, when June's done; I was kind of half way through the year of 2009. Excluding those studying semester-months, I do really wanted to filled up the rest of the non studying semester-months with something of my own choice. Then again, even though if there were tons of affordable, attractive options I have; those were never approved. Therefore, there's nothing else I can do but just to accept it as it is.
Desire does not comprehend with urm capability? Affordability? Or urm, degree of freedom.. Ho-ho...
Oh well, find alternatives.

I have been doing lots of food stuff recently.
And in fact, it is one of the super-duper terribly good alternatives I had found since...
a few years ago... Ho-ho...
(and have I ever told you that typing 'this' is also a good way to kill time? Remember to type bull-shit)

and thennnnnnnnnnnnn
I made this...
pssstttttttt spot the Mickey.

and thennnnnnnnnn again,
spot the Mickey! How many of it?
Ho-ho-hoooooo Mickey Mouse!

I erm actually, sorry to disappoint you;

It is from a packet of Glutinous Rice Ball from KG Pastry!!!
It is almost as instant as instant Maggie mee!!!!!!
Other than that, nothing much...

By the way, a new fridge is in the house..
and I don't know why they would take up the one with such numbers...
It is just a freaking refrigerator!
Anyway, good also laa got mirror... Ha-ha...
and ouh, IT IS THE MIRROR PROBLEM!

and thennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
again,
there's much meetings up and preparation work for the Connect N Re-connect...
On the day itself, I lost the ticket; just like my previous formal dinner :(
However, I stole back some unwanted damaged ticket. Ha-ha! Better than nothing laaaaa
Quiet a success though, considering this and that...

*snoreeeeeee
those pick chaaaaaa are never with me, yet. I wonder whennnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
and urrrr
Am I gonna have one camera soon? I mean a proper one laaaaaaaa.
Since I'm erm

o-live

2009-07-27T17:29:00.003+01:00

After so many years of admiring the wonders of O-live Oil...
I owned a small bottle of it...
Wheeeee....
I again, made an urban style cooking dish; a mix vegetables, with the greatness of o-live oil...
Ho-ho-hoooooo

Cooking, which is the transformation of uncooked to cooked food is indeed an art...
Cooking is an art!!!
Wheeeeeeee...

sabah's june lll

2009-07-24T09:22:00.006+01:00

I'm not done yet...
then my solo journey continue with

footttttttttttttttttttttttt
It's the best way to waste time...
You get to prepare and cook everything for around 1 or 2 hours...
and you gotta wash after everything...
the worst part is...
the enjoyment doesn't last long
cause I finishes my food within 20 minutes or so...

and you gotta to cam whore while doing it...
Ho-ho-ho0

Cleaning a pineapple is no fun...
cause I'm not a pineapple hardcore fan...
with its annoying nose...

Food steaming is rather, pretty easy... I think...

sabah's june ll

2009-07-24T08:34:00.006+01:00

The month was mostly nothing. It was a solo version, neither it was a duet nor a choir.
Anyway...

err I mentioned about guava and honey before. And again, pick and mix.

***
In fact, the preparation for the event started since about/more than/less than (either one will do) a month. I have been traveling from one place to another about twice in a week, consecutively. Location has been an issue for me, since long time ago, or maybe forever. My location is a big deal, I mean HUGE deal.
Sometimes I blame on my location, I blame them; but I always try to tell myself that it was just an excuse. There was never any issue about it, I gotta work it out myself. However, despite my traits and personalities bla bla blah...
To conclude, my nature and desires/needs does not go hand in hand. There is a conflict between these two elements. Ha-ha. Bull-Shit!

Anyway...
The so-called first official-with-a-few-people 'chatting' session.

Oh, the final conclusion. Just thought of it moments ago..
here it goes:

A pick-cha a day keeps the thoughts away.

zh3rNd@rt Copyright.
LOL :P

sabah's june

2009-07-24T08:03:00.009+01:00

Frankly, I am lazy to type now. So picture will do... ha-ha

You would definitely have something to do when you're flying with Ma-lay-sia-Air-lines.
cause you get to eat!
And they serve Bas-kin Rob-bins. I never knew until the day I took the flight. I always thought that this is an close-to-expensive goods? Ha-ah.

and on the day itself I landed. It was my mum's birthday...

On her last weekend stay with us, we 'hung out' the town. It was basically just eating... pizza, drinks and the usual stuff...

And I found out that there's some special (well knows I guess) local teh tarik, or not tarik. There's a special name for it, three layers something...

and I found out that the feh mess SA Cafe Pat-ta-ya is also available here! It was my first here anyway. Ho-ho...Until the day she leave, she left...

and then, I did some food stuff...

what I did was just pick whatever is in the house and mix them around, with yogurt...

and then again, my signature chicken, the Curtis style. Mind you, this is not my first time. Ha-ha.

no title

2009-07-24T07:18:00.002+01:00

With the presence of suitable moment and the perfect enthusiasm, desire to type out loud...
here I am again...
Many things and everything is so yesterday. I am always late.
Where should I start from huh? I do mind posting in chronological order, which one come first and then.

Let me sort it out in the first place.

positive! totally positive!

2009-07-19T16:24:00.002+01:00

This weekend, was one of my greatest moments in my life; for the both 18th and 19th! And yes, if you don't mind, I am exaggerating it. Ha-ha. Ok, maybe not so 'great' then... word of cautious... it is just simply good!

History is a past and I love history! Eh, not his-story, it is MY-story! I love my past storiessssss! Although, in fact, I wasted a huge 'amount' of my past, and also in fact, there is no way that I could ever 'heal' and compensate it...

Still, what I can do now is only whatever I am able and willing to do now and then...
have faith then... Ho-ho...

Friends friends friends, friendship is just so-forever... because there a certain 'limit' for it. That is how you distinguishes it from others.

I think I'm gonna blog about it soon or later... or never... ha-ha...
Pick cha is not with me...
This is just a prologue, a preview, or whatever you call it.

no air!

2009-07-15T11:36:00.000+01:00

I can't breath!

heeeeeeeee

2009-07-11T04:45:00.006+01:00

We had a short talk. It was kind of a pressure for me, even though he said he is not 'producing' it.

He told me I would change my mind.
I hope I would never change my mind.
He is pretty sure of what he is talking about.
I think, I guess.
And I, was pretty much got freaked out.
Here and there.

Urg,

I can imagine of myself be like any of 'those' typical Hong Kong TVB drama series. It is so classic, too classic...

Maybe I speak too soon...
Better not... better don't...

*bumped into one of my ex-schoolmates, browse him up via The Book and found out this...

Faith is believing in something when common sense tells you not to.

-MYSF.

What say you? Bull shit laa... who cares?...

tissue bread

2009-07-11T04:31:00.005+01:00

Here's something worth sharing I guess.
This was long time ago; the few days stay in my relative's house before I head back home, late may.I was kind of fascinated by its size, takes up two tables to place on. There is nothing very special though, just an extra large one, somewhere I-don't-know-you-know in P.J.

long grass

2009-07-01T17:14:00.002+01:00

For the countable n th number of times, my hair is loooooooooooooong enough for me to tie...

waiting and hungry

2009-06-29T17:18:00.002+01:00

ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
less than ten hours! That is according to what he said, will be released in batches... whatever it means, god knows what he is trying to say...
woahhhhhh I am sleepy
I do not know how to express myself! woah! wow! amazing! great! brilianto! excellente!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

car, apple and pine

2009-06-25T18:07:00.003+01:00

Oh, too-dei, I washed and cleaned a car. A huge freaggin car. Ok. Maybe just huge, no freaggin. There are a lot of things you can do when you have nothing to do. Ok, maybe only applicable when you're in I-can-do-many-things mood. I vacuum cleaned more than water washed; more from the inside, not the outside. It took me hours for that.

And I,
cut and cleaned a pineapple! Big deal huh? :P It was not an easy and simple task provided I am doing it according to my style. No wasting despite of the huge amount of pineapple's nose. It is known as nose since I was young. Actually it is... I dunno... don't care...

Hm.. you gotta play a lil politics with your parents too; in order to grant some benefits... ke-ke-ke..

and oh, received a set of documents telling you what do to next bla bla bla...

there you go, car, apple and pine. Ha-ha.

june's dinner

2009-06-20T11:51:00.005+01:00

It has been more than two weeks since I'm here. Everyone's here. Not him, he is not staying under one roof; but still, he is here.
There is a price for his type of job. He is just gonna bear with it.

I have been doing much dinner jobs. Very much indeed.
If I were to compare with the old roof, the frequency of a complete dinner with complete member since we moved into the new roof has been significantly increased.

I 'think' I have been appreciating things, stuffs around me more than ever before. Based on...

However, the past inequality impression on them still persist since young. Time will tell. It takes time I guess. It is not easy to forgive and also to forget. Ha-ha-ke-ke-ka-ka. *evil laugh*

Looking at the weather condition at the moment now, the probability of going seems to be higher. Some issue might pull be back a little bit. Read-er's Di-gest says 'Laughter, the best medicine'; I'll say 'neutrality is also the best medicine', equivalent to pH seven right? Ho-ho

chubby people live....

2009-06-20T10:45:00.004+01:00

Chubby people live longest: Japan study

People who are a little overweight at age 40 live six to seven years longer than very thin people, whose average life expectancy was shorter by some five years than that of obese people, the study found.

Main reasons for the shorter lifespans of skinny people were believed to include their heightened vulnerability to diseases such as pneumonia and the fragility of their blood vessels, he said.

"It's better that thin people try to gain normal weight, but we doubt it's good for people of normal physique to put on more fat," he said.

Dah? As if I don't want to...

An article from here.
Ha-ha-ha-ha-haaaaaaaa.

guava

2009-06-14T17:01:00.002+01:00

fresh guava with a simple touch of honey...
sweet and crunchy...
with a lil bit of sourness...

oh la la

2009-06-14T16:47:00.002+01:00

oh la la
let the rain fall down...
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
Everythingggggggggggggggggggggggg
Oh baby its raining raininggggggggggggggggggggggggggg

Can you feel the rain tonight? but heck, keep on raining laaaaaaa
At least for like one hour?

and oh, Koala Lumpur is experiencing blur blur and smoky air. Hmm...

keep breathing

2009-06-09T18:26:00.004+01:00

A short and quick one.

I had been (the same tense again) trying my best to control my emotions; deep inhale, deep exhale, , breathe in and breathe out, keep on breathing.
***
Helping him on an event, hoping to have the chance to meet them again after so long. Hopefully everything works out fine.

Tyme for bed...

time for good and bye

2009-06-09T17:55:00.002+01:00

I hung out with them for the past weekends, both days.
She will be leaving soon, and not coming back anymore, never ever.

Had been expecting this since the first day she came. It is unsurprising, it is just a matter of time and this is the time, the date.

There are good and bad times, more good times I guess. At the moment now, I am unsure. She had been acting not-like-always; am I too sensitive? But she did that before months ago too. However, I could judge that it would be the case where I would put the blame on their side, not hers. Conversely, if I were to put myself in their shoe, the previous statement before this would be incorrect. Ok, whatever, it was meant to be. There is nothing much I can/able to do about it. Ha-ha.

This Thursday, eleventh of June 2009.

Anyway, had been acting like crazee in her room for the past few days. I mean crazee!

I am just a little bit concern about the young one. She might get too upset about it. Me? Hm.. maybe, could be, I try not to then. Ho-ho.
***
She has been improving very much, in terms of feasting habits and some other aspects. As compare to the past version of her. Glad to know that, good for her. I see her version is different from mine, if that is the actual case; which is good I hope.

gen-thing

2009-06-09T11:31:00.009+01:00

Gen-Thing, the Developed City of EnterTainMent. 27th > 29th may

And yah, I went up all the way to the highlands: a fantasy world where it is so much cooler, colder than any domestic down-lands. I spent and wasted so much time and money with housemates and neighbour-mates again. A couples of weeks before we had decided for the trip, we had difficulties in recruiting members. It was not a huge issue as we had at least a minimal number of members confirmed. Some were interested and wanted to join, but they are just not able to; due to bla bla bla. Anyhow, who cares? :P It is over.

We departed via university limousine on the 27th as scheduled. Everything goes well by then until the moment when I was trying to buy bus ticket to cable car station. The earlier buses’ time slots were all sold out and we waited for about two hours, for the next bus. This is not in our schedule. The amazing two hours were spent on the chairs, walking around aimlessly and discovering in the same time. We had even gone to a hotel across the road to have some sits, rest and stares at each other.

The bus journey ‘climbing’ up the highlands took approximately less than one hour. The route is winding, and I got a little dizzy. Soon after the bus journey, it was the cable car moment. There is nothing much interesting along the cable though; except that I spotted more DiGi advertisement than any others.
Upon arrival, we made our way to the hotel lobby to check ourselves and our luggage in. Advanced, high tech facility and service is available; self-check in kiosk is accessible to ease customers. We, being the exceptionally special ones, did not manage to fully utilize it. Soon after we checked it, we abandoned the rooms to kick off our Genting trip in Vision City. Oh, right before that, each of us had a bowl of one-of-the-cheapest-meal-you-can-find seafood meehoon soup. Some cheap seafood meehon cost less than 10, was it 6 or 7 something. It was ok for me, but it was a total yucky for the rest.We never plan; because we are not supposed to plan in details and not to plan is the plan. Accordingly, dreadful fire could light up after the late lunch we had; because I felt tension. Thanks to tolerance, dreadful fire never caught up and we had an enjoyable moment in Vision City throwing/shooting basketball, inserting coins, and whacking around and got ourselves hundreds of “some coupons or whatever you call it”.Day one’s dinner was the worst service and quality of chicken ever I can get from Kenny’s Roger or any restaurant. It takes nearly forever for the waiters to serve us cold drinking water. I wonder why. Are they selling expensive? Some of us, the short tempered ones got mad, not really mad though. We went back to our room to sleep the meal if I’m not mistaken. This is where the three of us, excluding the rest, had a live telecast entertainment show right in front of our eyes, right opposite our room. Ho-ho. Attempting to gain entrance in Casino was in our to-do list. Unfortunately, being a Malaysian, holding a Malaysian citizenship, we had decided to be a good, dutiful, citizen of Malaysia. We had decided not to go against the law, due to some certain unforeseen circumstances. ~~Thank you. Actually, no…~~ Ha-ha!
After that, I don’t know what happened after that. Oh yeah, bowling in Genting! And oh yeah! Bumped with Campus Rotaract members, I hope they could do well in the coming semester.

And oh yeah! An interesting incident happened during bowling session. One of us bowled backwards! Oh well, I am sure their friendship bond is stronger and better than ever now!

I think we went outside the building to get some fresh and misty, smoky, cold, cool or whatever airs it is. And oh, mamak in genting. Was it on the first or second night? Not to mention, Carl’s bug hates me! I think tigers hate me too! They caught me the day Man You got defeated by… something something.

Anyway, second day was all about outdoor theme park. I never expected I could manage attempting so many activities in Genting; knowing that it is a forever-crowded place. I had tried almost or maybe most of the major one, the happening one I guess. Go-kart was a =.= cause it rained when we’re queuing for our turn. It was even =.= for those who just go in the car.
Fast forward.
Day 2 dinner (the last night dinner) was a posh one. Buffet dinner in dunno what restaurant. We had a great moment feasting away in a huge variety of cuisine around the globeeeeee ranging from bla bla bla to blo blo blo. Ok, not so great and huge maybe.

Spot tkm.

Oh, kebab was our lunch for day 2; buy four free one just nice. Soon after that, we had double bowls with discounted coupons.

I got confused on things we’d done for the first and second night.
Was it mamak or football or something else?

Anyway, three of us continued our job that requires much patience and endurance. Sadly, we can only watch the television show once in our lifetime so far, not twice.
I dunno what happened next.
The next morning was buffet breakfast; it’s the same as the previous morning’s breakfast. Ate, rested, slept, packed and off we go! Abandoned the rooms; checked out slightly before twelve.

Only-bus journey heading back, stop by at the shop of chicken and rice and bowled again before knowing that my rented house/room is still in one piece.
Hoo-ray! That’s all!

Heck! I mange to complete this!

the second day of The Apartment

2009-06-01T12:16:00.001+01:00

A pre-written entry.

The Apartment: Day 2- a full day stay

My RRD continues.

Tonight is my second night. Internet connection is available; but I never requested it. The connection available does not last twenty-four-seven. It has certain usage limit.

I take a lot of free food, healthy home-cooked food; and I accepted to eat spicy food in spite of the fact that I do not really rejects people’s offer. Their quantity of food consumption in a day seems to be in a huge and bulk amount from my point of view. I ate whatever and whenever they eat. My stomach felt full most of the time. It might not or might be a different case if their behaviour were affected by my presence. I would never know.

Apparently, they could just drive down the road just to have some durians. I notice the level of competitiveness for businesses is very high; even a small stall by the road side selling durians is totally not an easy job. Accordingly, I observed that consumers are pickier than me; considering I am not much of a choosy person in general. I would consider this as a normal phenomena; massive and populated population comes hand in hand with a huge amount of suppliers, sellers and hence competitive market, very competitive. Meanwhile, the more choices a person has, the more he/she is demanding in terms of quality and/or quantity.

I had been continuously visiting people. Whenever they drove out and I sat in the car at night; I can see everything is just metres or just centimetres away, instead of kilometres away. I can see highly civilized civilization is just next to me. I could hardly see any dark area or any creepy dark forest. Lights are everywhere; I am in a middle of a city, a capital of a country.

I could hardly imagine of taking a lift everyday just to reach home.

Tonight was my first night where I had dim sum for supper. It is indeed an unusual experience for me. As a matter of fact, my family only take dim sum for breakfast. I doubt if there is dim sum for supper at my home’s city.

I met and talked with some new people during the dim sum supper session. People like to compare; I suppose this is an undeniable fact in life. There is only one place for winner; people just want to get something, even though they don’t get it, the only thing they can do is to compare. The need to achieve; woah, People and Organization N11603; first or second lecture on motivation, Maslow and the list goes on.

To compare with what do you have, how successful you are, what you’ve got; different people perceive different types of successes.

the first rrd

2009-06-01T11:42:00.006+01:00

A pre-written entry.

The apartment; Day 1: arrived and checked in at around 3pm.

I shall create another tag for this particular blog: The relative relationship development (RRD).

If I were to recall, this is my second relative related entry.

Oh, before I continue any further; I have just realized that the toilet door connected to my room (an apartment where I am staying now) here has a huge space from the floor. I wonder if the water flows into my room if the toilet is flooded. Talking about flooded toilet; it reminds me of First World Hotel, a standard room with easily flooded freaking small sized toilet.
Ok, back to what I am suppose to talk about.

I had free dinner as usual since the last time I came before today. Hours after dinner, I was being asked to join them for a relative visits. It is not from my mother side; not so much related to my father side either. My father’s brother’s wife’s sister’s daughter’; it is kind of not-so-much related I guess. And yeah, they speak Hokkien; and as always I felt much like … “some other fruits similar to banana”. Although I do able to understand a little bit sometimes, but still it took a huge effort for me to actually try to guess what it is about most of the time.
Language barrier seems to become a huge bricks wall constructed right in front my eye.

Why I am not equipped with Hokkien since I was young? Maybe it is just an excuse for me whenever it comes to the pitfall of any relative-relations issue.
If that is the case, I couldn’t blame anyone else but myself.

It could be because of my personal traits, personality; don’t you know that I am an introvert person?

This is going to be endless and pointless; I shall stop here.

moved

2009-05-31T11:33:00.002+01:00

A pre-written post.

I moved on the last day of May 2009. There you go, Tee-Tea-Ass Four. One, two, three, four, five, plus one more, equals to six in totals. I received a free of charge mode of transportation to transport all these fives. Thank you!

This is where the bonding starts; from dinner downstairs...

The previous dinner was a recipe made secretly.

... together with bowling again...

get-to-gather

2009-05-25T09:49:00.009+01:00

I attended a Saturday hot dog dinner on the 23rd of May.

I went for a house dinner invited by one of my neighbour-mates; he was my neighbourhood-mates back in year 2007. He is the underage one; almost among all of us, always the bully-able, funny type one.

Presentees: housemates and neighbour-mates almost all of us; but not all of us. Initials only: gyyz, csw, tkm and me from 121; kklj, stsp, llh, hkm and the host jjtj from 123. Plus, one kaki party (what do you call it in English?), was once a former merely three months ex-housemate: mtya. He barely missed any party organized by the above mentioned tenants.

As usual, we ate food, chatted and I ate some food that I have never before eaten . Besides, I have seen things that I have never before seen. As always again, I did crazy stuff, enjoyed myself pretty much being as childish as possible :P Oh, we drank. Not the hardcore type of drinking; a gentleman way of drinking.

And that's pretty much ends up our relationship as being housemates, neighbour-mates for more than two years; one year or even for some less than one year; some were since April 2007, and some others were since September 2008. Possibility of getting back the same batch fella, highly unlikely; impossible. There is always an end for every beginning. This, marks the end of "living"-mate-ship.

So long mates!

High quality pictures are not with me; it is certain that there are some in 3.2, but I feel like typing only, without uploading pictures...

This will be a typing only entry.

quick update

2009-05-22T18:03:00.005+01:00

I am so busy with booking the face. I have no time for this. I can spend almost my whole day book facing. Stupid facebook!

I'm now laughing like mad! hahahahahahahaahahah stupid facebook!

Anyway, it is a norm in the culture that I live in to say the magic sentence when it is a person's turn.
yesla, gong xi burpppppp dayyyyyy to youuuuuuuuuuuuu
I'm gonna laugh at you now! You have no more number starts with one, your number starts with the figure two now! HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAH very funny right? Come and laugh with me!

errr I'm lazy to find pick cha now. I'll notify you when I found and uploaded one. Your coorperation is very much appreciated.

Anyway (again), mine is belated one. I purposely waited till it's stale; so that it will become belated hohoho, Merry Christmas.

Oh yes, there's NO doubt about it. I, me, he, she, it and you did really enjoyed very-the-much from the very-the-bottom of my ~~heart~~ foot (plural for feet right?) Seriously, I think it was My birthday lah, not yours; can you give those stuff to me? Thank you to you and me, me and you, he and she, she and he, they and us, us and them. I happy, you happy, we ~~are happy family~~ together happy HaaAAAAaaaeerr peeeee...

I do appreciate it very much. Oh no, I will take back my words until you give me all those photos :P.
-Like what everyone says, Cheerish every moments...

*Deep breath* (not JustBreathe, but a deep one), I am satisfied.

*oh, I have forgotten to mention the main actress of the day. It was LLY; Lee Lan Yong.

a-e-i-o-u

2009-05-18T15:04:00.013+01:00

aaaaaaaaaaeeeeeeeeiiiiiiiiiioooooooooouuuuuuuuuu
uuuuuuuuuuoooooooooooooiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaa

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Baa Baa black sheep, have you any wool? Yes sir, Yes sir three bags full! One for my master, one for the dame, And one for the little boy who just finished his papers!

param piranm param piram pam, I'm going crazy now...

ouwhhhhh~ How bout a round of applause? Standing aimlesssssly? wuuu oooooooouhhh yeah eyh eyh eyhh...

and it's OVER now!

The first year, the so-called qualifying year is now officially finito! How does it feels? I do not feel like exaggerating about it at the moment now, so I will say, that is all; like that loh... Let's proceed to the next level please (hopefully); and hopefully the next level in terms of venue too!

Surprisingly, I completed the last paper... on time... the so-called one of the toughest paper on earth (I suppose)... gave me a reaction of =.=||| Besides, I am kind of ran out of shits to bull about too.

owh oh owh oh... so much for my happy ending...owh oh owh oh~

The majority of them, ran too fast...

However, the traditions of me and my friends for the end-of-the-semester hooray moments still being practiced. Therefore we did this and that, these and those, clicked here and there and finally jumped; but unfortunately we did not run...

There is no more worries, no more hurries...
There is only aimlessness...

hurry up, keep it going...

2009-05-15T08:06:00.010+01:00

This is what I did...

When I kept study...

for a long time...

I mean the day after I finished my second last paper...

and the night when I tried to study for my last paper...

I just gotta release some out of myself...

I've thought of how happy I will be by the time the last paper finishes...

and as a result; I did not study much...

However, I do have some time left to study...

but not much left...

and at the moment now,

I am wasting my time typing this...

My point is,

I have done this...

This was the fun-fun style since year 2007; I modified it, so I got the copyright for it!

*Comon man! It's the last one, do not lose it out! You've perform considerably well for the previous one, do not let loose just because it's the last one, please?*

delta y over delta x

2009-05-15T07:22:00.003+01:00

a change in y causes a certain percentage of a change in x (or the other way round?)
Same only la.

To change x or to change y?

Change yourself is better than changing others.
or should I say...
Change yourself is easier than changing the others or changing the others is harder than changing yourself?

(dot dot dot)

And of course, there's certain limitation for it. Provided this and that, these and those; it depends.

I know there's one song change my ways by W. Lee Hom. Direct translation for his Chinese song's name should be change myself, but the content of the song does not fully comprehend at all. Ha-ha.

tendency

2009-05-08T08:22:00.002+01:00

There is a tendency for a fail;
(Ok, maybe not)
There is a tendency for... not to fail?
(Ok, we shall allocate more resources for the second statement)
...
=.= *sigh

Seriously, all I want for Christmas is not you, all I want for Christmas is just a...

Sad, happy; either? neither? both?

I am confused...

I did not...

There is too much and too little to talk about.
Let's not talk about it...
Lemme go to sleep...
*but I don't feel like sleeping, so how ah?*

silent night

2009-05-02T17:33:00.004+01:00

I just feel like type something. There's no reason for it as *teach me how to insert link here*

syyyyyyyyylent nightttttttt hoO0ly nightttttt...
T-o-d-a-y is a silent night where the voices and screams of people dying and killing is absent.
I had been hearing sounds of people killing and people dying violently, crazily, wildly for three of the nights in this week. The last one was kind of worst.

A grass-hopper visited me just now. A huge one.

This is my 50th entry. The half of 100.

I have been keep studying and still; however, I do need more time. I do not have sufficient time; no matter what, no matter how.

I think that is all.

Nothing much to talk about.

the day i jog alllllllllll the way to the

2009-04-30T19:30:00.003+01:00

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa for the first time. Is was fall on the last day of April; spent 1400 to 1620 hours of late lunch.

that was how I celebrated the last day for the month of April. Not applicable if I ask any of you out there due to difficulty in frequency. Ha-ha.

It was the last day for the promotion too! Last minute planning, last minute decision with two of The Last Minute member. :)

Intrinsic mood would suggest:
PlusMinus = Minus (mathematically)
PlusMinus = Neutral somehow, become minus eventually (in this case)
Therefore; proven.

Anyway, the ambiance, setting of that place is kind of dark as suggested by Lee, 2009. Price wise, not so reasonable as compared to the quality. That's why only to visit the place whenever they have promotion is reasonably true. Some of the food are not really edible considering the place, location and all. We're eating the name basically. I wonder if this will be the same as usual. Some say yes, some say no, Mr Pua says don't play play.

Once is enough. Twice? Low probability.

Be positive; Ok lah generally. I did enjoy myself. It's a good experience anyway and in some other aspect particularly.

Pictures, might be later... If enhancement is going to be done in the near future.

2n3d free stay, free food, and free drinks

2009-04-29T15:08:00.005+01:00

Only contact them whenever you need help. It doesn't sound good at all, but that was what I did. Hm, that is what they are for right? :P

I experienced, witnessed their first two days’ routine of the week. It was one of the many kinds human being lifestyle, particularly urban lifestyle. I hope it was not altered, changed due to my presence that could affect my research and findings. Ha.-ha. I get to meet and most importantly, had some chat with my relatives. I made my choice on get-to-know session over television session. Oh well, it might sound a little bit like exaggerating. Ok, whatever; up to you then.

And yeah, I talked. It was kind of not so comfortable of course; you only see them once in a black moon! In fact, I don’t even wheeeee bit close to/know them. So yeah, I tried my best to talk, to ask question. I sometimes censored my question before I actually spill it out; to avoid any stupid question, misunderstanding, or whatsoever. I asked and answered their questions. Just any random one; it doesn’t really matters. It would be better you could ask more. They do not really interested in you; same applies to me when I deal with the small one. It takes a little bit more courage, guts, at least for me though. I’m a shy and introvert person…

I realise that there are numerous kind, type of colours in everything surrounds us. From A to Z, one to infinity, negative to positive or the other way round if you like. You always heard and see things that happen in front of you or far away from you; both positive and negative ones. Putting the positive ones aside, people judge the negatives one negatively, right? At least, for the majority of them, or maybe only my culture, I guess. Things that you would never expect to be in front of you do happen right in front of your eye. Most importantly, do not get too surprise for that. Keeping quite could be the one of the best method for it, in many cases I believe; not every (I try not to over generalized). Accepting does not necessary mean agreeing on it. However, there are some who doesn’t; who might make a fuss out of it. I’m sure they do have their own rationale/reasons for it. Let’s not talk about this. Then again, I would try to convince myself to stick on the first one.

***

She talked a lot, about things in life. I’m pretty sure she might not be doing great from what I see and heard from; Owh, perfect life equals to no one lah! Anyway, the introduction of the conversation that I could simply bull shit of is “what do you want in life? What would you be? How you want it to be? If so, to what extent?” There are people, who live their life consciously, they know what they are, what they want and they are aware of many things around them; of course, this is good, provided you look at it positively. On the other hand, they are some who live their life unconsciously, you end up in this and that of which people around you look at it negatively. They are more to slow in life; before being conscious. Some maybe are meant to be unconscious forever; yeah, take that! Also, there are some who are sometimes conscious sometimes aren’t. They on and off; course they’re in and they’re out, they up and they down! There is just too much variety of them...

Everyone wants to be the best for them; if you’re a rationale person. Many of them want to be the best of this and that, these and those; but there’s only one winner…

It would be the best if you know it, aware of it. Which ones do you belongs to?

Whatever and whatsoever it is, then again, does all these matters at all? If so, why, how’s so? So what?

Life equals to one/some/ all of these?

Complicated, colourful, fun, interesting, awful, challenging and whateverrrrrrrrrrrr…

Ok, whatever. None of us gonna live forever! We are all gonna die one day! Who cares? Just live with it! Stop wasting time for all these bull shit!

Ok. I’m getting blurred now; I don’t even know what I’m typing now. Ok, that’s all for today. Till then, see you again next time; same place, same time.

This is full of crap! Revised edition might be possible.

*oh, the free food and drinks provided are all healthy one!

growth rate

2009-04-26T03:47:00.006+01:00

Despite the declined in world economic growth rate, despite the global economic slump recently, the growth rate of the living organism around my cheeks, below my nose and lower lips however has been increasing...

The world around me is not as stable as usual now...

*Pre-dated post.

one of the highlands in cameron

2009-04-25T03:28:00.012+01:00

Oh, one quick note: I attended the talent quest and after the last minute performance from the last band, the pirated version of it is formed. Just for your more information. That was on the 7th of April 2009.

Since it was a longggggggg time ago event, the enthusiasm to write about it gradually fading away.

Whatever it is, let me try and see how much bull's shit I can think of.

The first day was on the 10th of April; scheduled to depart at 7am but it was delayed for about an hour =.=.

Oh well, the first day was kind of not the day for us; I considered it as near to terrible. Ha-ha. I was in the bus talking and directing to the whole world (whenever it is necessary) as if I am the organizer of the whole trip as a matter of fact, I am not. Even so, it was unavoidable due to certain sudden unforeseen circumstances. Contingency planning was in practice and I was like: Hello? What's happening please? At least , for the most part.

The 'oh-so-fey-mes' Robinson Waterfall was "amazing"! God knows what happened to the authorities who's responsible for it.

First day's objective was mainly on: to kill time; however, it gets better as the night falls.

Subsequently, it was the camping-bbq session as usual.

The rain come and go as we're concentrating on playing charcoal and fire.

Lesson learn: drumsticks take longer time to cook and hence in general it was not well done. Therefore, do consider in forgoing drumstick if you crave for it desperately.

Many of ~~them~~ us were very helpful. They don't just do nothing and complain.
Besides, there was an auction on giving out drumsticks, wings, sausages etc.

Mafia, the psycho game was on the schedule. Many of us did, not all of course.

As predicted, it was negative for camp fire, most of them are hiding in the tents or else, sleeping =.=

The second day was much more better. Hiking, packing, the bee and the garden, overpriced strawberry farm and Kea Farm were on the schedule.

The dining hall.

The Cameron Tower is temporarily closed :(

I believe that the locals assumes that visitors will go crazy with strawberries; that's why they are doing this.

The what Bharat Tea plantation was not a happy ending of which gives a negative impact.

The highland is not isolated, shops, banks and kfc is positive.

I had A&W on our way back when we're stopping for dinner at a rest house.
The point is, they have the packaging style that is not the average Joe type.

Ok, I'm so lazy to continue any further. This entry is long enough to stop it here.
By the way, sorry for the quality of the picture. 3.2 is better than zero ok?

Note: Organizer- The Outdoor Club

appreciation night

2009-04-21T03:18:00.008+01:00

Yesterday(20th April) was the SA Appreciation Night, it was worst than any other events in or out the campus; considering only some of the events might be considered as 'good' or 'better' once in a blue moon. How 'good' could it be huh?

Since it was the appreciation thingy, I would relate this to things that happened a few days ago. Those same faces plus one of her 'intimate' (:P) friend from her mother land, hung (past tense for hang) out in a cost and time efficient way. In addition, we set up a pose-camp fire just to kill time too! As usual, person A gives in, person B take it. You know, the golden rule of Give and Take. Like always again, a normal hang out without eating the Drinking will be an abnormal hang out. So yea, we eat and one of us drinkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk lots of Chinese chrysanthemum tea!

So there you go, that's basically sums up the event that was taken place in conjunction of the 4-days-earlier day.

hmm, one plus nine could be ten; theoretically, on the other hand, it could be nineteen as well, practically.

Oh? No pictures are allowed due to numerous number of sex scenes. Ha-ha-ha! Anyway, nobody have cameras on that day ;P

Oh, a quick note: I bought this in one of the bakery shops in Seh-meh-nyeh. It was home made using miles away recipes. Thanks to the uncle who sold it to me in a cheaper price.

On a second note: the admin building in the orange is...

Shit! I'm catching a bus later... I mistakenly calculated the time .. my time management module gonna fail..

to be continue...
crowded in the peak season! 'kind of' crowded then.

anyway, the point that I want to get to is that the next moment when I was standing in the crowd, queuing, I got this from LW! Wheeeee! Thanks LL! All the way from Egypt!

Random note #3:
I keep getting this message.
Can anyone out there help me with this?

and I still owe the highland...

good sleep

2009-04-19T18:04:00.004+01:00

I am going to have a good sleep. The one and only Contemporary Economic Policy is theoretically considered done after these few days of not-so-productive effort.

It's just the One and Only and I ended up in this situation.

but anyway, let's Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

I hope the imaginary hidden needle inside my brain will disappear after this.

Ok. Bye-bye. Good Sleep.