And

today marks the anniversary.. second year 
It has been another year.
A year I shall stay.
Staying where I was for the past twelve months.
I know, to stay.
I believe in it.
It is easier said than done.
But it is not impossible.
Things has been demotivating.
Hitting the wall ain't easy.
but not impossible.
Please.
Keep it up.

My

philosophy in life.
Encouraging others to stay positive to keep yourself reminded in keeping optimistic.
Keep the positive energy out there to keep yourself positive.

It has begun

I now felt it.
It has started. The moment where there is age requirement for certain event/competition/entry etc. whatever that is; and particularly if the higher range falls out of my category, oh well what's my age again?
Ha-ha.

This

is the day of the year; where fear is scattered all over.
This is indeed a worried country.
Mostly unethical ways of promotion I suppose.
Knowing.
Much.
*
Google is watching, the world is watching.

For

the first time ever in the history,
I dropped while playing piano.
There is so much and too much.

R

eturned from the Hokkien-ckt land.
Was there for two weeks. Well, thirteen days to be exact I suppose.
Good place, nice client but not so pleasant colleague.
Please, do not get it started.
*****
I still remember the exact same old man that ran with me nearly a year ago.
And I did meet him for this second time. At the exact same running track.
Glad that I made the decision to run.
It was a pleasant conversation. Gave him some good thoughts. And he replied with agreement.
Hope he is well now and then.
****
It has been for a year and a half now.
And here I am; where I stand now.
It felt so much pressured.
So much uncertainties and doubts.
I blame of knowing too much.
The know and the ledge.
and it definitely comes together with thoughts and most importantly wants.
of wanting too much?
But how much is too much then?
***
All I know is that I should be in bed at this hour.
Good night world.
**
No one says life isn't hard but not impossible.
No one says life is easy so please be kind to everyone.
*

Do

you get less impatient when you grow older?
Or should it be the other way around?
I don't really know.
Do you even know why?
*

There

I go. Away I go.
Again.
*
What I am doing right now?
**
It feels like space.
***
He says, he could feel again.
****
But I couldn't. Could I?
*
That's for two weeks, for work, up north.
It is really heavy. Deteriorating.

Falling

short, that is.
*
On a side note, the day remains dark even at seven in the morning.
Random.
**
I do not seem to be able to find it. Not really a pleasant experience.
***
I do not know why. Let me ramble.
What will be my next sentences?
Gah.

I

think.
I am still. It is still there,
and I have yet to let it go.
A month has passed.
There are thoughts.
All running; all around; all about,
Recklessly.
It felt as if I'm drowning.
Could hardly grasp at it sometimes.

Yes.

It is.
It is really true.
It goes by dependent, independent and follow by interdependent.
From nothing to 'in', to 'inter'.
And I suppose for now, it would be probably emotionally independent.
Or could it just be between independent and interdependent?
I look a deep breath and shall I get my next task done.

What

a fuss about it. Even me myself wanted to make an entry out of it!
As the date suggest, and reading it (sort of) the Chinese way, (it goes by year, month then day), that is
201314.
Also, falling on a Friday, adding the day in front of it; would be 5201314. which means something really meaningful if you were to mentioned it in Cantonese or probably Mandarin.
So yea, what a fuss about it.
It does also feels as if people around the world has been reflecting the beginning of this year a little more fuss on it. Even the Nott Univ F.B.  (yes I subscribed to it) gave a fuss about the first Friday of the year.
so yea.
Oh well...
***
Not to forget, tonight is one of those nights where you've got a raining night. Where the night rains all night as you sleep. A raining night indeed. Listening to the music of rain all night long. Probably not long because I suppose I would be able to fall asleep quiet soon. And for that, I am glad. Shall be thankful, always. Raining during the night. Why is this the case? Perspective? Man-made? You decide.

And

I've just missed out  my last entry on 2012!