There

it goes again. Another post for the year, before the year officially ends and almost certainly would be changing to write 2016 in many occasions.  So that is about one year plus on. Still here.

The

sentence goes,
They are told they must accept them and try to find joy in their hardships.

A

little something of what I did today. Yay! Something really positive. I hope. I guess-ed. Exercising really helps or even cures the mind. Even if its 'even' temporalily. It does help. I suppose the only, and only thing is having to get through my own self getting off my ass and drive out and really get out there. Move, proper-proper kind of move, exercise, sweat also knnows as production of fluids secreted by the sweat glands in the skin of mammals (laugh out loud); shall I also mention the intense hearth beats, air breathing in and out and repeatedly. All done even so, with only me, myself and I. Wohoo! Straight after went explore on my own. Impromptu. Visited the Megalong 'Mall' with a very surprising numbers of saloon in that building. Realising that its definitely a local local bumi area. Well at least they don't looked as creepy as those that's seem or preceived as illegal. As though as those opposite my house. *Cough. So yea. It was really a good sweat. Really. The only and only challenge is getting through myself on the first few minutes of moments getting myself off the chair and off the road and getting out there. Soon after that. That's it. Off I go on the track. Well done. Seen people, bought food stuff, bits of groceries. As usual. My only and hopefully not the only-only pressure in buying and tracking of cheap discouted stuff; but yes did that. Got me self several good numbers of discounted due to near-to-over-due products. Ha! Did some really really serious price comparison with proper calculations. Like proper proper calculations. Ha! Hopped from one another. Really. If you'd really consider the numbers. They're really a good huge number. And heck. Those kinda stuff they sell and they buy; ain't cost you very very much.Well of course the quality is very much compromised. Then again, it goes and depends on which certain types of stuff, or even particular usage and all. It depends. Generally. Pretty sure that's generally sums up why is this place isn't really a developed ones yet. One can hardly complains 'complains' though. If you get what I mean. Nay or yay? Let alone myself. I can't even. Uu-hu.
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Rather just few days back. Or was it last week. Cannot even recalled. Had and sort of initiated a meet up with a seriously old friend. Used to be classmate I reckon. And yes, was in the same club for the whole six years too! That's something I could cherish on. The club thingy. Which made me a little more humane. Ever. I suppose its both nay and yay. Yay for the day itlsef only I suppose. Realising that I couldn't be any grateful anymore. Comparing myself deep down under. Then again, then again. There will be no ending. Can't even. Ah well. No one says being a grown up would definately fun. Well at least not for me, not for now. Or are you gonna blame me now? Advising me gotta do this do that, should have I this and that? I cannot even.
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All well. That's all for now.

Today

or rather tonight; went for a dinner. Wedding dinner of none which I've met before. Or perhaps only once. Like even less than ten minutes kind. And hell no I'mma pay for that. As a result. I only gave a fifthy note. Ha-ha. That's a first. Heck. Not even my intention wanting to go. But ain't got no choice. The elders never even mentioned to even paying for me. Oh well. I have no idea what is the rationale behind all these. Pretty much just staring at blank space. Hardly spoke more than a full sentence during the few hours. Air staring seems very much challenging. Very very much. What's the point of all these right. Provided if those are more or less the famous kind. Of which they are. But ain't me. Ah well. It's all shoe polishing here and there. Seriously. Shaking them hands are the weirdest of all. Pretty sure they all feels the weirdest. Who da heck did they even invite me over. Or is that MY responsibility to reject them? Just so that its their 'obligation' to fake it, or as a courtesy to invite? Same goes to the other one. Like heck. Do I even very much close to her. Already I did put her on hold for wee weeks. Sayinig that I can't confirm. And still. Came back again to ask me. Don't you get it? Oh perhaps. Its pretty obvious that this is purely for the purpose of break even or suurplus making in the business of wedding ceremony from the very starts till very end. Ho ma. What's the point even. I shall not get it. Or should I? Ah well. Whatever amount of congratulation money I wanna give its all up to me innit? Shame or what. God knows who'll know. Laugh out loud. Regardless, did a very tough challenge today. Trying my best to stare at the air without being noticed as mental melt down. Ha! Amen to that.

There

it goes. Enrolled again. Nothing else better to do eventually. Might as well waste time with studying and spending much over three thousand over money. Well over a month's pay. Ouh. So well. Assuming I spend nothing at all. Could reasoably consider I only take in ten out of twelve months salary each year. Considering the fact that I ain't investing much. Excluding those retirement shitz. Ouh well. Doesn't matter. Everyone's going to die anyway. Just a matter of time. and Quality of time while still alive? Heh! Ah well well, there goes another three more suffers. Pretty weird that how the previous attempts turn out. Numerous fails attempt with a recent pass in distinction. Previous pass was in fact, yes, just a pass. I am not able to comment on that. December today. Soon next year. Another year. Another more days to go. Well, until I travel again.
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Anyhow. Much anticipated all time favourite activity given any point of time. Sleep. Heh. That's when the brain's dead. and not much or none at all of any sort of brain thinking. Such a bliss. I thank god for being able to sleep. Thank you. Sleep to less thinking. To infinity!

Been

talking much to myslef and I lately. Id est this space. Hope I do not get myself mental confused. This ain't suppose to have such effect. I hope. I suppose.
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There are things running though and over. Unsure what is there else to make a stand for. Perhaps does it not much matter after all.
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Soon to be December. Like real soon.
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Shall I perhaps anticipating for the next canlender year. In spite of the few over the foreign nation travels and flights. Oh my, in such weak currency. Oh well then.

There

it went. Excuse for the details but here's how it went. Noticed the time difference. It is to be realeased on Friday on their local time. So which means it should be three hours earlier in My local time. And yes I did check. It was slightly below three hours into Friday. Few hours ahead of Friday. Was a little nervous and curious and anxious altogether. And haven't I mentioned; it is a distinction. Couldn't believe before my eye, the first thought that went across is to snap a picture of it. Just so in case, it was an error that it got changed to failed? Which to my dissapointment, happened in my previous attempts of failure. Shall I not mention; that was altogether four attempts of fails, three of which are the same exact subject and to date, have yet to pass; meaning fail, still. Was a something for me tho. Even though didn't expect that. And somewhat a little dissapoint as to having a certain degree in losing their credibity. Couldn't comprehend how could I get from nuemerous fails, passes, and now distinction? Don't really think I have done so much well. Can't recall if I had put in a massive amount of effort, time and energy in this round? Regardless, I did complete the whole book within the suggested schedule. Which was my goal this round. Which I reasonably Ok kinda Goal-achieved. Ah well.
Thinking back still. I remembered there isn't anyone of my family attended my graduation though. Zero. Is that something I should long for? Should I have not deserved to have someone from home to celebrate it with me? Or perhaps it doesn't matter, does it? Perhaps wasn't a biggie anyway. Not that it was a huge Hu-Ha like any of any top university? In fact, its just as many thousands Malaysian graduating.
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Thinking back then. It does something. somehow.
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On a different note. The folllowing week would be the sort of the exact one year marking my stay here. Oh, my 'stay' I say.
Ha!

I remembered

those intense two weeks in Seggau. Yes indeed. Conversation was that I voiced it all out. Almost. Could recall quite clearly that I was suggesting or rather having a strong feeling during those conversations; to end up to the current state of my current days. Of which shall I not mention. It does happen.
Oh well.
Another three six five or six full days of passing another year.
Uh hu!
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Perhaps a note. Was having the second sick-ness of the year. Rather a more uncontrollable ones. First was not my fault, nature's migrate, and this second is just purely, not even my own accident. so yea. Pretty much healthy, regardless.

Going

to be another year soon. Marking the one year I got here.
Hu hu ha ha
Not sure if how things supposed to work. Or rather no such matter as of what's supposed or otherwise. Doesn't matter.
Been asked how am I quite the several occasions. Frankly. I don't really know. Having no idea what to write next.
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Appears that others or rather that perticular person thinks that (and hence voiced out) her mind that he is such a workaholic, so to say. Glad that she points it out. On the spot I suppose. Rather I myself didn't realised that either way.
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Had always the idea to separate and segregate things all round and about. Seems not possible. Urgh. What happened to the I'mPosssible. Urgh. Puh-leash.
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Seems nothing matter perhaps. Just move on and on and on. Those imagination and out of the ordinary doesn't applies to me anyway. Not to blame anyone. But couldn't make up myself anyhow. Perhaps just stfu.
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Not sure how long does this last. not sure if it all worth the patient. or even the faith, or even really, doesn't matter. Not to say uncool. But really nat cool.
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Who else is there to inform? Am I just overly concerned. Anxious of me, myself. It is all in the mind. Mind and brain management. Knowing, knowledge. Its such a sin dffor not knowing to manage the mind. In perfect sense, I say knowledge must always comes with a great set of mind management. it comes with a great responsibility, sounds familar. Well at least responsibility to own self mind and brain thinking.
Please.
and oh this marks the two-hundredth post. Ah well.

It

was the anniversary on the same exact day while I embark on a blind date aka charity non-sense trip. Ha! It all seems stuff to fall in fulfillingly on the first month of the last quarter of the year. Seems so for the past few years. Twelfth of the month that is. Remembered the very first day. Filled with so much curiosity, eagerness and in the same time openness and kindness in appearance. There were so much excitement and perhaps boredom in certain matters; and of course exhausted. Thinking back, it seems so much so that I was like a small kid taking the public bus, exploring new places.
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Ah well, who would have thought if I were to stayed on; which would marks the exact four years though.
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Anyhow the time donation charity trip wasn't any where near any bad. Enjoyed the views, activities but could definitely better if it were with some souls that I'm more familiar and in touched with. Even so felt as if physically present but mentally absent. Regardless, it is with no doubt; it is something to remember; to cheerish; to story-tell and to be proud of, myself.
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As a matter of fact. It just got me reminded to hit the board now just so because I've got reminded of this very place during yet another meet and greet dinner session last night. Whoops.
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And oh, hoping my memory doesn't fade; I shall memorise by hard what and how should the food ordering variety and skills shall be like for a serving of fiver, (or for how ever number of people that is); shall any other human pays a visit and requesting for sea food suggestion; in the future.
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And shoot, I've just today got a day less than a month to complete dee study. And, shall I not mention; recent political Hu-Ha red shirt yellow colour, you name it you got it. Heap Pee Ma Lai Xia Dae? Now who's thinking of aborting the ship?

Today

5th June 2015, about 0720am in the morning. Slight tremor felt at home home. Lasted about ten to fifteen seconds. Should be an after effect of quakes from somewhere else, which is perhaps a serious one. Quite a visible sounds. Doesn't seem to crack any walls on buildings, nothing fall off the table. but strong enough to wake people up from bed. Affecting the many parts in Sabah.

Let

me note this down before the enthusiasm to write vanishes.
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Managed to force myself to swim. Even for such activity which involves me, myself and only I.
Successfully swim for three consecutive laps (fifty meter each), not that I set a standard myself. But it just came naturally! Whoot show off. Thought I could go further. Vision started to get worst due to the not so effective goggles I had. Sprayed the anti fogging (found by treasured hunted) which I suppose aged more than good few years. Probably negative effective anymore anyhow. Note to self. Exercising sure does make your mind healthier and happier. Well at least it works on me, for now, at least.The saying/myths ain't totally nonsense anyhow. It sure does felt tired, relaxed and relief in the same time.
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Went to Supermarket for grocery shopping. But oh, before that. Got lucky. Found and parked straight when first entering the mall area in less than a couple of minutes. Delightful. Three boxes of spaghetti comes with a "free of charge" container. Wondered how and why. It stokes me to check on its price even though it is printed and displayed on shelves. Variance noted. Informed one of the staff. And subsequently escalated as such during payment at the cashier till. In no minutes, another superior took charge and everything got sorted well. Gotten my eighty two cents refunded. Laugh out loud. But hey, that is an indication whereby control could maybe fail. Let's hope for the best then. Hoping staff on duty would have escalate such discrepancy to the higher management level.
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And Ah-Ha! that's pretty much about it. Half a day's adventure.
And definitely. Whole solid of an hour swimming forces myself to go collapsing bed sleep.

And

oh, wanted to type this down.
This is the period where the only and the only path used for city access are;
covered with unexpectedly breathtaking Japan-ese-Sakura-like flowers, partially; but still considered a significant amount by such circumstances. Ha!
It is the month of April, towards the second half and last week of the month.
The month where the Gee-Ass-Tee era begun.
Shall I note this and contrast if it ever take place again in the subsequent year.
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Driving through graciously (or perhaps not, by such old-aged vehicle and well, over-sized), falling leaves, and mostly falling pinked flowers. Mind you.
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tax tax tax

Ever wondered.
And so. For any (or probably most) registered companies (a profit making ones at least); you'd most likely than not have the options of accumulating tax credits aka tax losses, where you get to bring forward these credits; utilised it and offset it against any future taxable amount or expense.
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And shall you compare with an individual tax return. You don't get to (or at least I don't) be able to account for, and bring forward these so-called tax credits, if applicable. Speaking from my personal experience, the amount of tax refund is limited to a maximum amount, which is the total of the monthly tax contribution (mtc) which I paid for the past twelve period. Even if I were to account in higher amounts in deductibles, the tax refund stays the same as the total of the mtc, at its maximum.
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I shall then suggest to conclude that tax credit (of being able to bring forward) does not applies for individual tax return but only for companies. Shall I suggests human as a registered person shall be able to accumulate tax credit and bring forward to ulitise for any future period taxable amont?
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And hence so, why? Just because companies are a registered person which serves as a purpose of profit making whereas human as a registered person isn't? Is profit making a factor in determining such a matter? What is there so? How is that so?

Holy Mouly

It's been nearly five months.
Had some thoughts the day before. Wanted to. But held no writing devices.
Wasn't fine or even great to begin with.
What's more until 'd moment.
Life has been pretty much just life.
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Went to pay for parking fine. Scratched and re-use the parking coupon which was an hour expired.
Little did I realised. Penalty came in straight on. Effectively.
Kinda delighted, and surprised slightly. Ha!
Significantly reduced penalty imposed for early settlement, of which is (probably only; depending how you interpret it) ten bucks.
Kind of true and experienced it first hand that it does really effective and stringent in so called rich or way better off areas; for the authority in issuing penalty, trying to squeese anything out of your pockets.
Already knew. but just felt its trueness even so now and then.
Unfair or not. You decide. Probably.