There

it went. Excuse for the details but here's how it went. Noticed the time difference. It is to be realeased on Friday on their local time. So which means it should be three hours earlier in My local time. And yes I did check. It was slightly below three hours into Friday. Few hours ahead of Friday. Was a little nervous and curious and anxious altogether. And haven't I mentioned; it is a distinction. Couldn't believe before my eye, the first thought that went across is to snap a picture of it. Just so in case, it was an error that it got changed to failed? Which to my dissapointment, happened in my previous attempts of failure. Shall I not mention; that was altogether four attempts of fails, three of which are the same exact subject and to date, have yet to pass; meaning fail, still. Was a something for me tho. Even though didn't expect that. And somewhat a little dissapoint as to having a certain degree in losing their credibity. Couldn't comprehend how could I get from nuemerous fails, passes, and now distinction? Don't really think I have done so much well. Can't recall if I had put in a massive amount of effort, time and energy in this round? Regardless, I did complete the whole book within the suggested schedule. Which was my goal this round. Which I reasonably Ok kinda Goal-achieved. Ah well.
Thinking back still. I remembered there isn't anyone of my family attended my graduation though. Zero. Is that something I should long for? Should I have not deserved to have someone from home to celebrate it with me? Or perhaps it doesn't matter, does it? Perhaps wasn't a biggie anyway. Not that it was a huge Hu-Ha like any of any top university? In fact, its just as many thousands Malaysian graduating.
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Thinking back then. It does something. somehow.
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On a different note. The folllowing week would be the sort of the exact one year marking my stay here. Oh, my 'stay' I say.
Ha!