Today

is the Christmas day. Woke up way much earlier in the wee hour. About a third past four. Kind of skipped last night's half dinner. As usual. Went to feast. Soon after got the buttock out of the house and went skating. Superb weather. Even already past seven and still not as painfully sunny as it used to it. Thanks to the whatever typhoon strom it is. Didn't really affecting my territory anyway. Never, just yet. Most of the days ever since for the past couple of weeks has been small to medium sized rain occasionally; with gloomy-total-darkness kinda weather for the entire day. Literally. Drifted. Back to skating. So yea. I suppose I had about fourty-five or almost an hour of session. Another milestone I would consider myself. Ha! Kinda getting the hype of it. Even of one session last week is skipped due to the traveling to the west. Still manage to pull through. And in fact with some significant improvement I would say. As usual. Dripped the whole body. For the first time ever. Noticed the shoe is even noticibly sweat-stained. Not to mentioned my whole back is total drenched. Went off for breakfast hunt after. Miraculously decided to sit in by only myself. Unsure of what struck me at the point of moment. And concluded it was indeed an super expensive-over-the-top price ranged food and drinks. Wouldn't have gone again. Not that the portion are anywhere bigger than the usual. Oh dear. But oh well. Once in a century incident. Went back to the sports complex for the second time. Again for swim. And yes. To my surprise. Not only did I swim for more than half an hour (the usual routine), but I think I did for more than an hour. I would have estimated about an hour and twenty minutes. One of the rarest moments. But oh, my second session was in the dirty but warm tiny pool though. So yea. For the very first or so, did not even feel like wanting to leave. Only telling myself to leave cause I shouldn't stay for too long? Hahaha. Breakstroke, as usual. Getting better I suppose. Free style. As usual. Never get it yet. Ha. After I think about two years of swimming hahaha. I think I'm about half way able to freestyle? Just that couldn't continue for long? Whatever. When the time comes it will. Doesn't matter for now. And for now; experiencing some minor, not so major aches on the legs and shoulders. Kipidap!

Literally

went all over the room and hunt them down. Using torch on mobile phone. Carefully inspecting the walls. Shaking up the curtains and clothes on the wall. Trying to get them flying. Already the I-sit-still-waiting-to-get-bitten strategy doesn't work. That was the Plan B. And yes. It worked. Hunting with the spray and yes. Managed to kill off five in total. Killed with body found and smacked to pieces. Annoying bunch of insects. How the fuck did it end up inside. That's freaking five fucking of them. One of it with flesh blood. Who else. So that's how 'occupied' I am on a holiday, on the first day of the last month of the year. And now for sure. I know where exactly those bitches rest their faces while not flying. And its raining with hysterical wind and thunder. Pretty much with lighting too I suppose. Wasn't out but inside. End of the month. Well. The internet has again, as usual, pee-ka-boo hide and seek game. But loging in here seems fine. Just that crawing. When shall I not suffer this again yet. Looking forward for the times. It seems its weather driven. As much as I speculate. As when there's strong winds, or rains or even sudden back hot shine. Ridiculous. The small dots on the tab bar just goes left and right indefinitely. And oh update. To date. I have yet continue my inline skate journey. Not exactly sure of the times, but definitely six or more. Anyhow I shall just make it the sixth then. Tried out the new location. Apparently its fine. At such spots, need not I wake up and rush before the sun rises above all else. That'll be my best spots for after seven am practice. And not to also mention. Did something spectacular. Contemplating and finally decided and did it. The night before. Was praparing for just-in-case I decided to. Wrapping the car switch slash button thingy, knowing that I'll be going on my own and can't afford to lose the car by well, leaving the car key unattended. Hence decided to make it waterproof and swim it with me. Which in actual event. It failed. However, it does still work after the swim. Ha! Realised. It is not entirely a great idea to swim on beaches. Hell no I can even swim any. Waves never stops. Like when does it even. For the very first few moments. Walked in the water. Trying to inspect for whatever that is because seeing few strangers spotting in the water too. Oh well. Spotted some jelly fishes. Kind of the very small kiddos size. Fun sized it is. Was a little sceptical and discouraged. Of all these effort. All for nothing? Contemplating much. Pressuring and paranoiding at the same time. Which yet put my whole self in. Just on the very shallow bit. Like maybe just about my two-plams-combined height kind of water level. And for hell sake. Just a few minutes passing by. The back shoulder got itchy. And then the bottom part. Didn't feel good any at all. Again. Contemplated much and much. Finally abort mission. Done and dusted. Now I wondered. Is it just me self body slash skin issue? Or has it got to do with the water, weather, sand or something else? Now where else to swim rather than those all man-made pool?

Another

weekend. Another last weekend of the month. Well at least gotten myself of a minimun of one entry each year. Which I did. Achievement achieved. Ha! Next month gonna be the ending month. Another year. Another three years block. Recalled The Single People podcast from BFM. Hu Ha! Not sure what to think. Just well. The internet gone peekaboo moments ago. Annoyed much as always. What am I suppose to react, otherwise? Oh well. Bless me, god. Not sure what to do next. Get on with life! Just pass time, I shall. Oh and oh, did skating and swimming back to back, yet again. Tapping on myself shoulder. Well done! Kinda consistant though. But oh he didn't turned up as what he said. For two consecutive weeks. Oh well. Doesn't matter. It's me, myself and I. No obligation just self motivation. Next Friday gonna be a public holiday. Gonna repeat it. Hoping me self of not slacking. Hope the momentum keeps on rollin'; hope pray and have faith. And perhaps. Shall go to another location. Kinda hard to find the even suitable place though. With flat surfaces and, shades. Sun oh hot hot Suns. Next month, exactly on the middle. Gonna do it all over again. As usual flying it off on my own. Let's anticipate for that. That's all. What else? Hmm. Move on.

Was

supposed to do this five days ago. Which ended up today. So that's another year. Another number added. Rejected all literally. No face. No see. Nothing. Went to bed. Oh not to mentioned. They postponed even. A day after. To try again. Which I rejected yet again. Being hard to myself. Being mean to everyone and myself included. Not sure why. Just be it. Sending the signals. Being cheated once. Never again. And that reminds me of Never Again Kelly Clarkson. Ha! I know deep down that's not the case anyhow anyway. Be it regret for the rest of it. Be with it. Like whatever that is. I'm just taking it all risk out. Please not to 'threaten' me with oh, you will regret this for the rest of your life. Yes agreed. I take it as it is. So be it. By then I believe it will happen. Yes I do. So then what's then? Really. Do not really thinks that's the way one or any way even, to consult help assist whatever adjective you want to use, for any mentally ill person like meself. Oh Ha! Let's distract. Been playing with the roller skate for I think at least five or six times in a row now. Hoping its not a three minutes heat degree kinda thing. Well if it does. Again, so be it. It cost perhaps the similar with those branded shoes, without rollers. And this with rollers. So yea. There it goes. My logic of cost and worthiness comparison? Hu! And oh. Have I not mentioned it. It was the weekend before last. Two backwards weekends. Randomly met that Uncle Noel as he introduced himself as. He approached me. Apparently a very frequent/vivid skater there in the park. Well. Was told will be there each Sunday morning. But did not see him even the shadow yesterday. Ha! Not sure how why what? Ended up much philosophical in depthness conversation slash topics and et cetara, including even politically related or whatever that is. Let out a little. Was rather sceptical, much sceptical; since its within the close physical proximity. Ah well. Hoping could see him this coming weekend. Hoping him to further encourage my skating journey. Keeping it out of the three minutes range. Keeping meself to last at least to the point of confidence in long distance skate. Well at least some achievement before I gave up. And wasted the investment. Huha! and Oh. Shall I now then continue with Python. Oh dear snake.

Wokay

something rather more positive and then turn not so. Now that I recall back. Sunday morning it was. Already experiencing weak and low water pressure. Didn't think too much over it. And taking the consideration of weather forecast, which predicting heavy rain in the afternoon. Decided to swim in the morning instead. An hour before the closure at half past eleven. Crowded. Camps or whatsoever pubic govenmental educational related events. Possibly politics related Ha! Proceeded. And there wasn't many humans around. And what's even better. The toilet, changing and showing area are all smoke free. I like. Definitely swam for an hour. If not, at least fifty minutes. It felt great this time round. Even the coldness still strickes in. The body warm is able to balanced it out. Free style skill has yet to be completed. Still work in progress. Which I assume I am progressing. There's once or twice trials which I think I manage to free style for quiet a bit journey at one go. To think over it. It ain't free style at all. Considering the fact that it is made, well at least for me, a rather difficult one. I think the most tricky part is the breathing part. Gotta get the timing right, the specific neck movement perfect, so that no water consumed. Mind you. Pool water! Don't think it lived up to the name itself being free. Breakstoke seems much much easier though. In terms of breathing. Although I must say it takes almost forever to move from one point to another ha! Soon after finishing. Contemplating to opt for lunch out, or back home own self cook. A very simple yet self complicating decision I have done. Finally decided home. Making myself better thinking most likely traffic would be awful during peak lunch time. Ah well. Soon gotten home. No water. Nada. Superly annoyed. Thinking this can't be right. Doesn't matter. Let's just settle myself. And why not do something interesting. Ordered online. Pizza Hut. Doesn't seem to have delivery to my particular location. Forget it. Will just go for in store pick up. At least waiting time is eliminated. Driving and traveling time still unavoidable. Much to my dismay. The Tuaran By Pass outlet is not listed in the options and selection from the website. Thanks to my almost going to panic but not so yet mind, manage to spot on the phone number. Called up. Request for online pickup. Oh before that. Interestingly enough. That operator (Indian lady voice) could pick up my details just base on my mobile number. I wonder when was the last time I provide such information to Pizza Hut. Can't recall even. Privacy. Urgh. Anyway. Order request for pick up done. With a couple of hiccups on the phone voice issue. Much annoyed. Almost gonna hang up for good. Glad it turn out okay in the end. Drove out. The very unexpected or rather expected (due to the water issue) traffic distruption at PJ traffic light/junctionos. Annoying to another level. Arghgaga. Ok fine. Whatever that is however that is then. Pulled up my car near the entrance. Walked across and pushed in. Requested and viola. Done in less than two minutes or so I shall say. Including payment experience at the cash register until the point of handing over pizza to my very hand. Leave. But with no east. The annoyance has yet to leave me. This particular stupid double cab in front driving like a speed of slower than a snail. Even at the junction. Even at the roundabout turning. Up until soon after quickly overtake the car. Stupid fella. The driver must be having blow job sex or whatsover while drive. Fuck sake. Please don't sex and drive. Otherwise, signal and stop moving your freaking car completely. Couldn't bother any further. Got home. Ate. Thick bread/dough. A little rather. Urgh. Nevermind then. Things got really worst. The unexpected. Water is still dead. What's even worst. Thunder lightning heavy strom took place. Dark with plenty of water pouring. Decided to get out. And to collect rain water. Cleaned the office in the dark. up to until power back up around near six pm. Water failure continues the next day until today Tuesday. Had Pizza back to back for two consecutive days. This morning water came alive. but with a very weak life. Low pressure. First thing first, fill up my reserve. The rest is more history.

Another archieving

Dated somewhere last month March. When the ramblings in the group took place. Targeting the few unknown persons. Dedicated to the tiny group which I contributed and voluntarily helped.

Ok first of all. This is going to be a hateful message. It is absolutely reasonable for you to stop reading and exit this group immediately. You must do so. Its just the fact that you guys are the super unlucky one kena from me. No, im not being sorry for this. Cos I’m having a bad mood now. Disclaimer: The fact that I never and do not see the whole picture, the whole situation. Of which my following comments are definitely mostly is irrational and untrue. At the end of the day, this is just my message to let go my feeling. I strongly encourage you to curse and block my number after reading this message. Whatever that is. I do not mind. For which certainly none of you could ever kill me with a knife. My life is will never at risk. So here it goes.

I had unfortunately stayed in the RIKL whatsapp group since the day I got “joined” without permission, until this very day. I have recently been helping The RIKL committee (especially KY) on the accounts work. Whatever that is the recent comments from wahai wahai para key board warrior irritates me. I shall caution myself. I do not know them well enough. Let alone on on a personal level, some even never seen before. My feeling is that their English selection/usage of words has never been encouraging. It is best that they STFU. Let alone offering to help. Doesn’t matter if none wants to help. However at least please do not contribute your stressful/pain in the ass English words. Surely, different people interpreted the words differently. Perhaps you do not feel the same as me. If that’s the case, ignore me. You can exit this group now and just take my words as another piece of bacteria in front of you which you don’t even bother can’t even notice.

Despite that I feel strongly agitated because it felt as if my time/work/effort while helping KY are also not well appreciated, even at least. (And haven’t had I received any Oscar awards for my self-proclaimed extra ordinary outstanding work; I feel devastated) Some may sounds as if they choose to blame people. Yes the current committee sucks. So what now. Start blaming them is it? If that’s their choice of mind, if that made them happier, if that’s will work, I choose to let them be. For what I know, its difficult enough to manage my own brain, let alone changing others’ mind. At times, life is too short trying to change people; change myself rather perhaps.

Another point, to the so called advisor to the committee. Please. If the committee sucks, to me the advisor EVEN SUCK TO THE PLUTO INFINITY AND BEYOND. To me. And I emphasized only to me (based on purely his/her whatsapp English words), he or she sounded as if he/she is super talented has done so much better in “advising” the committee. First and foremost, Such minor discussion should be done only at the committee level. The beloved advisor must NOT “teach”/”advise” aka spam in the group. Please could he or she please privately message to the few committee members only. Do not spam the whole RIKL group. It shows how much useless he is being an advisor to the committee.

And to the rest of the keyboard warriors. Including the advisor. I do not know them personally. Or even knowing their existence. So I think there is no points me being like a mad dog barking in the whatsapp group. Hence you guys are the victim. I rest my case.

Sorry not sorry.

And now I am a keyboard warrior also. Yes I am. I’m now trying to blame EVERYONE. Now is the committee turn. I have already say this right in the face of KY. Right in his face. HAHAAHHAAH I don’t care. None gonna see me anymore anyhow. Doesn’t matter. Its not easy to make new friends, but its definitely easy to LOSE friends. I was told by KY he has been treasurer for 3 terms? Or so? And He uses the “I never study accounting” card. Please ha. Please. This is not your first day at work. Personally, which again most likely I’m dead wrong. It seems to me the committee is not willing to volunteer to offer and sacrifice their time and effort in RIKL. Seriously, if none willing to do so. Please do not continue anymore. If a person seems to be being “forcefully”/unwillingly to take up a job/work/post; he or she will never enjoy doing the work; don’t matter if never enjoy, but also never do well and never complete the work even. Don’t feel wasted or whatsoever if RIKL need to be abolish/die/vanish or whatever. (Im trying to convince myself too) because things happens. Just as Brexit and President Trump. No point keep forcing it. Unless you believe so; go ahead. Perhaps it works too, just as how the north korean regime survived for over 3 generation and still counting? Perhaps it works too!

Final disclaimer. Ignore me if you choose to disagree. Please don’t say thank you anymore. From the response in whatsapp. For today, only Shen Q is giving u a thumb up. The english words from others (in my view) doesn’t seem to be appreciating your work. Perhaps you could PM Shen Q to only thank him. And don need keep sorrying. Sorry no sorry k? Ask the advisor look at him or herself at the mirror. HAHAAHHAHAHA kthxbai Don’t take this seriously. Life goes on. Now I wonder why even I bother wasting time on this. Its all just charity. Its not like there’s a million dollar even. Please and the audit. The Li Qing. OMG I can still continue. WTF. Ask her don’t work as the commercial way can or not. I know law is law, proper practice is proper. But please work accordingly. Do not dumb dumb follow whatever Ernst and Young say then RIKL accoutn also have to do Ernst and Young method isit? IDIOTIC! Ok good night. And BTW GQ is also another classic key board warrior. Now Im no less than an IDIOTIC person ever spending time on this. FAK

Just

for the record. Ha-ha.
Last year/last month. Two consecutive days or whole day time or approximately eight hours of power outrage. And today this year. A month on. Another day. Started since half past five in the morning. Great. Currenly utilising temporary private generator.