Only contact them whenever you need help. It doesn't sound good at all, but that was what I did. Hm, that is what they are for right? :P
I experienced, witnessed their first two days’ routine of the week. It was one of the many kinds human being lifestyle, particularly urban lifestyle. I hope it was not altered, changed due to my presence that could affect my research and findings. Ha.-ha. I get to meet and most importantly, had some chat with my relatives. I made my choice on get-to-know session over television session. Oh well, it might sound a little bit like exaggerating. Ok, whatever; up to you then.
And yeah, I talked. It was kind of not so comfortable of course; you only see them once in a black moon! In fact, I don’t even wheeeee bit close to/know them. So yeah, I tried my best to talk, to ask question. I sometimes censored my question before I actually spill it out; to avoid any stupid question, misunderstanding, or whatsoever. I asked and answered their questions. Just any random one; it doesn’t really matters. It would be better you could ask more. They do not really interested in you; same applies to me when I deal with the small one. It takes a little bit more courage, guts, at least for me though. I’m a shy and introvert person…
I realise that there are numerous kind, type of colours in everything surrounds us. From A to Z, one to infinity, negative to positive or the other way round if you like. You always heard and see things that happen in front of you or far away from you; both positive and negative ones. Putting the positive ones aside, people judge the negatives one negatively, right? At least, for the majority of them, or maybe only my culture, I guess. Things that you would never expect to be in front of you do happen right in front of your eye. Most importantly, do not get too surprise for that. Keeping quite could be the one of the best method for it, in many cases I believe; not every (I try not to over generalized). Accepting does not necessary mean agreeing on it. However, there are some who doesn’t; who might make a fuss out of it. I’m sure they do have their own rationale/reasons for it. Let’s not talk about this. Then again, I would try to convince myself to stick on the first one.
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She talked a lot, about things in life. I’m pretty sure she might not be doing great from what I see and heard from; Owh, perfect life equals to no one lah! Anyway, the introduction of the conversation that I could simply bull shit of is “what do you want in life? What would you be? How you want it to be? If so, to what extent?” There are people, who live their life consciously, they know what they are, what they want and they are aware of many things around them; of course, this is good, provided you look at it positively. On the other hand, they are some who live their life unconsciously, you end up in this and that of which people around you look at it negatively. They are more to slow in life; before being conscious. Some maybe are meant to be unconscious forever; yeah, take that! Also, there are some who are sometimes conscious sometimes aren’t. They on and off; course they’re in and they’re out, they up and they down! There is just too much variety of them...
Everyone wants to be the best for them; if you’re a rationale person. Many of them want to be the best of this and that, these and those; but there’s only one winner…
It would be the best if you know it, aware of it. Which ones do you belongs to?
Whatever and whatsoever it is, then again, does all these matters at all? If so, why, how’s so? So what?
Life equals to one/some/ all of these?
Complicated, colourful, fun, interesting, awful, challenging and whateverrrrrrrrrrrr…
Ok, whatever. None of us gonna live forever! We are all gonna die one day! Who cares? Just live with it! Stop wasting time for all these bull shit!
Ok. I’m getting blurred now; I don’t even know what I’m typing now. Ok, that’s all for today. Till then, see you again next time; same place, same time.
This is full of crap! Revised edition might be possible.
*oh, the free food and drinks provided are all healthy one!
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